my fxxkboy | jaeyong

Chapter 28: Condo

I just updated three two chapters in Drunk in You. If you're a reader from there, then I hope you'll enjoy it.

That story is much more serious than this so I will seldom put notes there unlike here. Hehe.

And for the readers who dont know Drunk in You, I encourage you to read it!

Here's another update, enjoy! Sorry for breaking your heart. ;D

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I was flustered, speechless. I can't say anything. Did he see it? Was he there?

"I can explain...Jae..." I pleaded him. I saw him getting out the room and to much more quiet place.

"What? He kissed you but you didn't know about it?" He furiously asked me. He brushed his hair and pulled it to the back.

"No--"

"I saw you liked it, Taeyong. I saw how you smiled at him after the kiss... I saw you hug him afterwards... I stayed... even though it hurts like hell to see you enjoy other guy's kiss..." He cried. My heart broke from his loud cry.

"No... it wasn't like that..."

"Let's just end this... I don't know if I will still trust you after this... I stayed because I still hope you'll push him after the kiss... That you'll get mad... that you'll tell him you have me... Remind him... but you didn't..."

"No... don't end it... please... my Jae... please don't end it..." I pleaded him. I am trembling from the fear. I'm fucking scared.

"No... Taeyong. Let's end this. Let's break up. Enjoy your night with Jungwoo." He bid and hanged up.

Fuck! I threw my phone somewhere and heard it crash on the floor. I don't care anymore. I don't know anymore. I miss him. I want to go home. I want to kiss him. I want to tell him that his kisses are the best thing in this world. I want to tell him that those kisses aren't important. He is the one I love.

I cried so loud. I banged my to the wall. My jae... he's gone... he's fucking gone...

I can't breathe anymore from all this crying... I can't breathe anymore. He's the one I want. He's the one I love. I love him. I love you Jung Jaehyun.

I suddenly fell asleep while crying and pleading Jaehyun to come back to me.

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"Taeyong?" I heard Lucas' voice called to me.

I opened my eyes and saw their worried faces. I smiled at them but they didn't smiled back at me.

"What happened, Taeyong? Your eyes are swollen and you have bruises in your forehead." Jungwoo asked. I shook my head but I suddenly broke down, remembering all the memories we had.

Lucas and Jungwoo hugged me and caressed me at my back. I can't stop crying. I miss Jaehyun so freaking bad. I love him so freaking bad. And it freaking hurts to end things with him like this.

"I want to go home..." I told them while crying.

"But you can't..." Jungwoo softly stated and I cried louder.

He's right. I can't. The uni kept our passport in case of running away or going home without their permission. I can just go home with valid reason but they won't let me with this reason.

"I'll just focus on my study..." I told them. They nodded at me and pat my back.

I went to the bathroom and took a shower.

I don't know if I'm actually crying or it is just the shower but I can still feel the pain in my heart. It's piercing me inside. I want to explain but he won't let me.

I'll just come back to him after I graduate. I'll come back for you, Jung Jaehyun and I'll win your trust back.

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After 5 months...

"We'll visit our uni first and go home. We bought an apartment last year for us so we'll just live together." Lucas explained to me when I asked their plans.

He put his arms around his partner and kissed his hair. Jungwoo looked at Lucas lovingly and kissed him on the lips. I'm happy for them.

"How about you, Taeyong?" Jungwoo asked me.

"Hmm. I'll go straight to my parents' home then... to him." I told them. I saw them became worried and smile immediately.

"Fighting! Haeyadwae!" Lucas cheered on me that made us laugh.

"See you soon, you two. Just call me if there's something you need." I told them and they nodded at me.

"Sure. Bye!" They bid to me and I waved to them and turned my way.

I looked for an uber and rode on it. I miss my family. I miss the SC members and I miss him.

When I got home, I saw my mom, my dad and Taegook watching television.

While I was in Japan, Dad told me that Mom and Taegook finally became fine than ever. They bought a larger apartment near some hospital.

"Mom! Dad! Taegook!" I called to them.

They suddenly ran to me and hugged me so tight. I can feel their love for me.

"Hyung! Look! I look better than you!" Taegook bragged to me. I pulled him and carried him.

"What happened to you and Jaehyun, Yongie?" Mom asked me.

"We broke up." I told them and smiled at them.

"Let's eat!" My dad invited us.

We sat at the four seater table and started eating. I looked at the food at the table and saw kimchi. I suddenly remembered Jaehyun.

I broke my phone when I threw it at the day of our break up so I bought new one but I only contacted my parents there and also Jungwoo and Lucas.

But I stalked the SC members on their SNS to see if they uploaded something with Jaehyun but they didn't.

I also stalked Jaehyun and his last post was a black picture captioned with, "fuck 264".

It broke my heart. It did. He suddenly deleted all our picture on his social media and changed his icon into black picture. All SNS.

I miss him so bad. I plan to bond with my family first and I will go to SC members if how did Jaehyun do during those months. I also want to congratulate the SC members because they graduated like me too.

I have a reason to go to Jaehyun's condo since the rest of my things are in his condo unit. That's my only chance.

I looked at my family, I really miss Jaehyun.

I'll come back. I'll win his trust.

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