my fxxkboy | jaeyong

Chapter 10: Erected

Have you seen the uwu dance practice of dream???? They're all so cutie and all. I saw renjun and jaemin moment and haechan and jeno huggggggggg. They're all overflowing with uwus. I think I'm going to learn the dance~

Anyways, enjoy!!!! ;)

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He looked at me surprisingly. I think he was taken aback by my question.

"If you don't want to answer, then don't." I said in an angry tone.

I just want to know, what's wrong? I started eating again. I'm just a little mad. I heard him put his chopsticks down.

"How can I not answer that when you're getting mad about it?" He said so I looked at him. He has his sweet smiles again.

"Then answer it." I challenged him.

"It is just I don't want to treat you like my past partners." He started.

"I saw you before the scandal happened. You were crying in the field and looked up at the sky. But then you smiled. You faked your smile."

"I don't know but your smile? I suddenly want them only because of me. Your tears? I want them gone. Those moment, I want to go to you, and hug you so tight. You can say it was a love at first sight. Your fragility caught my heart."

"So that day, I promised that it will be the last. The last time I'll be kind for everyone who confesses to me. The last time I'll be a jerk. The last time I'll accept any confession."

"After you fixed my scandal, I became more attracted to you. You were so kind, smart, hardworking and I don't know but I keep falling for you."

"So I asked my father to put me in the SC so I can see you everyday. I even requested to put the other students so it won't be obvious. I asked one of the those girls who ask to be payed after being used for sexual purposes."

"I invited her at the SC office so my father will ask you to be under your care. Everything was according to my plan. Because I want you to be mine. I want you. I don't want nobody but you."

"And you're asking me now why didn't I asked you to fuck with me after your confession? I want to respect you. I don't want your innocent mind to be tainted my damaged mind." He explained everything.

I actually don't know what to say to him. I'm speechless. So he was the guy that I saw near the exit. I nodded at his explanation and started eating again. He started eating too but he suddenly laughed so I looked at him with confused look.

"Do you know how erected I am right now knowing that we are alone here?" He blurted out that made me flustered.

I got erected too! What the hell. I can feel the heat in my face so I started to drink water. Why is he so straightforward?

"I want to make love with you right now, desperately, but I want to respect you and be courteous to you. So I hope you'll realize that I'm so into you." He explained that made my face more heated than before.

"Can you just eat?" I panickly exclaimed.

"Who even told you to be respectful?" I whispered to myself but my slutself hopes that he heard it.

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After eating, I put the dishes in the sink. He presented himself to wash the dishes so I just wipe the table and clean some mess that fell on the floor.

I threw the mess and I stood at his back, observing him. I want to hug him from the back too. Like he did. So I walked to him, slowly. He flinched a little when I touched his waist but he relaxed a bit.

"Stop or I won't stop myself." He said. He's almost done at washing the dishes.

"Then don't stop." I whispered to him.

I was surprised when he pulled me and pushed me at the kitchen sink. He trapped me by putting his hands at my side. I'm leaning now at the kitchen sink while my heart beats crazily.

"I won't stop now, Lee Taeyong." He said and slowly moved his face closer to mine.

But I can't wait. I kissed him first and started munching his lips. It was soft like I imagined. There were still the taste of the food from his lips. He started kissing back and I can feel his smile from our kisses.

He put his hand on my waist and hugged me. I put his hands on his shoulder that made him move closer to me. I licked his lips and he opened his mouth.

Our tongue started tasting each other despite of the knowledge that we ate the same food earlier. It was like eating all over again. Our head changed in position so we left each other's mouth for a while but he came back hungrily.

His hand started to wander around my body. I made a sound when his flesh touched mine. He wander inside my shirt and I can feel the heat from his hand. I moaned when he starts touching my nipples and I felt him smile through our kisses.

But suddenly he stopped and buried his face in my shoulders. I was flustered because I think I want more? Or I expected more?

"I don't want us to do it yet. I want it to be special because it's with you. For you. But are you mine now? Please say yes." He said in my shoulders. Why do I feel like my shoulder is wet right now?

"Y-yes..." I blurted out. He hugged me so tight and I hugged him back. I really like him. So much.

"You should go home now. It's already late." I told him but he hugged me even tighter so we stayed like it for a moment.

"Can I sleep here? Can I stay here? I want to be with you tonight. I want to cherish this moment now that you're mine." He said when he faced me. I caressed his face and nodded.

"We should take a shower first." He said and I know at that moment my face lit up but he laughed at me.

"Seperately." He added so I laughed.

"Let me get you some of my clothes." I told him and seperated with him to go to my drawer.

"Let me choose." He presented so I made a way for him to see my clothes.

I hugged him from the back and rested my head at his shoulders. He got some muscles. I got a muscular boyfriend, wow.

"Uhm. Can I take my shower now?" He coughed while timdly laughing at me. I hit him lightly on his stomach and seperated with him.

"Go on. Take your time." I said as I watch him walk towards the bathroom.

My boyfriend has a sexy body.

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