I'll Never Leave You

|Just Leave Me Here|

Sam
I sit in my bedroom and cry my eyes out, colby sits in his room and cries his eyes out, we got into a so called fight because I know that he isn't telling me things. There can't just be no explanation for why he's not eating and crying almost everyday, I hear colby scream. "SAM PLEASE IM GONNA KILL MYSELF!" I hear, he wasn't gonna do that again.  "COLBY SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU'RE NOT GONNA YOU KNOW THAT!" I scream back, I hear him cry louder, I cry harder too. "WHY ARE YOU BEING SO MEAN TO ME?" He screams, I don't respond. I get up and go into the bathroom, I look at myself in the mirror and cry. "Why am I so fucking dumb?" I ask myself, I look at my razor and grab it, I sit on the floor and look at my arm. I don't care how much pain I'm gonna be in, I bring the razor onto my arm and slide it back and forth, I feel my skin cut open, I bleed, I question myself about why I just did that, I cry in pain and wash of the blood, it comes back. Am I gonna die? I don't wanna die, I cry harder and put a towel around my arm, I hear Colby's voice. "Sam let me in!" He yells, I continue to cry in pain as I open the door, he walks in. "Take the towel off." He says, I shake my head. "God dammit sam take the FUCKING TOWEL OFF!" He screams, I take it off and he sees what I did, he puts out his hand, I look at him. "Just leave me here, I deserve this." I say, it was true, after the way I treated my own boyfriend I should deserve to die. "I'm not leaving you grab my hand or were breaking up." He says, I grab his hand and he takes me into his room. "Why did you do this?" He asks, I don't respond. "Sam, answer me, I'm not gonna fucking murder you." He says, I cry. "I don't know, I felt like I deserved it." I say through my tears, colby comes closer to me, he tries to hug me but I move away. "You still haven't told me what's wrong." I say, he grabs me and hugs me tightly. "I will after you tell me why the hell you deserve scars that will last forever." He says, I cry harder. "I'm sorry colby, I fucking hate myself." I say, he hugs me tighter, still, I don't hug back. "Don't ever fucking say that, I know you, the only reason you're saying that is because you're mad at me." He says, he grabs my arm and wraps it around his, I take it back. "Hug me back, I'm trying to comfort you and you're not letting me." He says, I did want to be comforted I did want to hug him I do want to kiss him, but I don't. "I don't want your comfort." I say, why was I being so stubborn. "Sam hug me back." He says, I cross my arms and cry harder. Colby takes some gauze and wraps my cuts, he then stands me up and wraps my arms around him, this time I hug him tighter than I ever have and he messes with my hair, he shushes me with his lips, I kiss back. "I did wanna die, but I'll give life another chance." He says, I kiss him again and he pushes us into the bed. "Let's get some sleep you brat, it's been a long day." He says, we lay down and we fall asleep in each other's arms.