I'll Never Leave You

Sam
I wake up in the morning feeling more sad than yesterday, I go downstairs and sit next to Elton at the table. "You ok Sam, I know it's hard." He says, I look at my plate. "No, I'm not ok, I'm actually horrible." I say, I run upstairs to Colby's room and cry my eyes out, I try to think of a way I can stop thinking about him, I don't think about anything else but suicide. I go into my room and look at the pictures above my mirror, I cry harder, I think about the bullet hole again, I imagine myself in the same spot, shooting myself, I get up and run into Aaron's room, I don't know why he wouldn't have put it somewhere else, I grab the gun and stand in the same spot colby did, this was my time to go, I remember the day that colby and I met, the day we became famous, the day I fell in love with him, the day he got diagnosed with schizophrenia, the day he died, the day I was born, the day I made my first cut, and today, the day my life will end, I cock the gun and point it at myself, Elton walks in and grabs the gun. "Sam, no!" He yells, I snatch the gun from him and try to shoot myself before he says anything, he tries to take the gun again, I point it at him. "This is my only way to happiness Elton, colby was happy the morning he died but you made him sad, so he killed himself, I can't live without him Elton, goodbye." I say, I point the gun at myself. "I'LL NEVER LEAVE YOU COLBY!" I scream, I shoot it, I feel myself fall to the ground, I stop breathing, I die. I see a light in front of me, colby standing in the entrance, I take his hand and kiss him, at least now I'm happy.