Save Me?

Chapter 8

Hey guys sorry for not updating!!! I've been REALLY busy lately and I feel really bad :( but good news! So one of my bestfriends (@_annngeeel) and I are going to be starting a YouTube channel and vine! We already have those as separate accounts but we are going to start making videos! I ordered a new camera and everything so there will be more info about that later on.

Anyways here's the update (; ilysm guys <3

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Carter's POV

I honestly don't know what to do. Do I say something? Do I walk away?

I didn't know Matt came after her. I didn't even know they are a thing.

I didn't know they knew eachother. Woah, I'm stupid.

I finally decided to just walk away before they see me. I hid behind a tree and sat down.

And cried.

I lost the girl of my dreams...and I can't get her back. She's with Matt now and he will give her everything she will ever need. That's why I like Matt. That's why he's my bestfriend. He always knows what to say and how to make someone feel better. It's obvious that he already has feelings for Kelly. So that's why I'm going to let her go. Forever.

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Kelly's POV

I went to yawn and then I hit the ground, hard.

I looked over at the clock on my nightstand and it's 7:40am. Time to get ready.

I played the music on my phone. The song that I always listen to first in the mornings was Love Robbery by KAM.

"Ok the sun was settin it was picture perfect when I met her. She had me thinkin her and I were gonna be together. Forever? Wait hold up. You thought this on the first date? Man I know it's like she got me hooked right away." I sang to myself while I looked for an outfit.

I picked out a yellow sunflower crop top and acid washed shorts. I pulled on my matching vans and went to go do my hair.

"5'2 with some attitude it's all good cuz honestly I think it's kinda cute. Last seen in a little black dress watch out for those eyes cuz she's armed and dangerous like bow." I sang while I pulled my hair into a messy bun. I put on mascara and eyeliner then grabbed my phone and sat on my bed.

I started thinking about last night. The kiss, Matt, Carter...

Matt saw my vulnerable side, the side that no one has seen besides Maddie.

I completely broke down last night. I wasn't expecting anyone to care like that. Especially not a guy.

But whatever is was probably just a kiss, nothing more.

That's when I got a text.

-Matthew E.-

Hey beautiful good morning! Can I take you somewhere today?

-Me-

Hey (: umm sure why not

-Matthew E.-

Great ;) I'll pick you up in 2 hours? Sound good?

-Me-

Yeah sounds great (:

I put my phone down and went downstairs.

"How was your night?" I asked Madelyn.

"Haha it was cool...BUT ANYWAYS HOW WAS YOURS?! You and Matt huh?!" she asked.

"Matts cool but it was just a kiss Maddie nothing else." I replied sitting down next to her.

"Uh no! Nash said that he really likes you! And another thing, why were you getting close to that Madison chick?" She asked at first putting her hands on her hips then getting serious.

"Uh yah and she's Cameron's girlfriend we might as well get used to her and she was nice. She wasn't stuck up." I replied making my point.

"Well you better not give my nick name away. Only I can be called Maddie." She said looking at me with 'the look'.

"Of course wonderful queen Maddie." I replied laughing.

She rolled her eyes and said 'good' then sat down changing the channel.

"Hay I was watching that!" Grant said coming out of the bathroom.

"Spongebob?" Maddie asked.

"Yeah why not." He said taking the remote.

About 2 hours have passed and I was waiting for Matt. I can't stop thinking about where we are going. I didn't eat just in case we were going out to eat.

Ten more minutes passed then the doorbell rang. I grabbed my clutch and my phone then yelled "ILL GET IT" and answered the door.

"Hey you look beautiful" Matt said smiling.

"Thanks." I smiled back.

We got into his car and drove away.

"So where are we going?" I asked.

"Just a place I want to show you." He said smiling.

We arrived at a hill. A hill?

"Come on" he said pulling me up the gigantic hill.

"What is this place?" I asked trying to understand why we are here.

"I used to come here to think. I still do but not as often. When I was little, my dad died. I was only 5 but I understood. I felt so empty because I was close to my dad. I ran and ran until I found this hill. I walked up to this very spot and just thought about everything. It really helped." He told me. I felt bad now...he lost his dad like I lost my mom.

"I know how you feel Matt...my dad left my brother, my mother, and I when I was young. Grant was only 4. I was 7.

My mother was really upset. She was never the same. When I was 15, she committed suicide while Grant and I were at school. The next day, my boyfriend that I deeply loved broke up with me and moved. The only people I had in my life after that was Grant and Maddie. To this day I'll never be the same. Sooner or later everyone leaves me." I could barely say that without crying. I'm telling him almost everything.

"Kelly I- I'm sorry, I didn't know." He said pulling me into a hug. I couldn't hold it anymore. Whenever I talk about my past or think about it I cry.

"Matt I almost committed suicide." I cried.

"Kelly it's going to be ok. I know that we've only known each other for a few days but I'm here for you. I will never leave you. I promise." He said. This made me cry harder because I know that one day he will leave too. Everyone leaves.

"Matt I've tried to stop. Maddie has tried to help me and she still is but it doesn't work. Sometimes it's ok and sometimes I completely lose it and realize how much my life sucks. I lost both of my parents and my boyfriend around the same time. I cut myself. I have scars. I can't hold you back." Now he knows everything. He knows that I self harm. He knows everything now.

He didn't say anything. All he did was hug me tighter and lifted my head up to look at him. He wiped my tears and just looked into my eyes. He wasn't saying anything but he didn't have to. He's not leaving me, and he never will. Will he?