Forbidden Love: Emma and Killian's Story

Chapter 4: Goodbye

Emma's POV

I was in the car driving away from the man I loved. How could I do this to him?! I was a horrible person. I stopped at a stop sign crying. "He kissed me." I mumbled to myself. "He kissed me...he still loves me?" I smiled slightly but it faded. How could he love me after this? I messed everything up.

•••Killian's POV•••

I messed everything up! Emma probably hates me now. I was left on the side of the road. I touched my lips missing Emma. Even if I never got to kiss her ever again that was amazing. She kissed back...she kissed me back. Emma swan kissed me back! I smiled widely but it faded. She ran away. "Ugh I'm an idiot!" I cried. I started to walk away, but walked back into granny's. "Ruby! Get me some rum!" I yelled devastated. Ruby ran and got the rum.

"Are you ok killian?" She asked. I growled at her. "Alright, alright, you don't have to talk." I started getting drunk but not too drunk.

"Emma!!" I whined. "Emma! I hate everything!" I cried harder.

~~~Emma's POV~~~

I felt bad. I wasn't sure what I was doing but I turned around and pulled back up to granny's but didn't see hook. "Hook?! Killian!?" I yelled looking around for him. I finally spotted him inside. He looked beyond drunk and he was crying. Did I do that to him? I'm a horrible person!

"Emma!" I heard him whine. I walked inside.

"Killian? Are you ok?" I asked worried. He sat up immediately and acted like he wasn't ever drunk.

"Emma?! You're back?!" He smiled but it faded. "Oh Emma I'm so so sorry." He cried.

I took a deep breath and decided to go for it. "Don't be...I liked it, a lot. In fact I've been wanting that for so so long!"

"Y-you have?!" He looked shocked but thrilled. He came closer to kiss me but I backed up. I wanted him so badly but I was with Neal. What kind of lesson would that teach Henry? Sure kid go steal some watches, go to jail, have a kid, abandon the kid, find the kid, find the thief who you had the kid with, then go run away with a pirate. I am a horrible mother.

"Something wrong love?" He smiled but I could tell he was hurt. His thick and sexy Irish accent seemed to linger in the air with every crisp syllable he said.

"I-i...Neal, and Henry and I-I'm so sorry Killian." My eyes filled with tears. "I want to be with you I really really do, but I can't." I could see the pain in his eyes he pulled me in for a hug.

"Than at least let me say good bye." He said. The pain in his voice stung like a knife on my heart.

"Good bye." I whispered into his jacket. He held me close as tears poured down my cheeks. "I love you killian jones." I cried and let go. The moment was over far too fast. The second he left I missed him. I made the right choice...right?

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Author's Note

Oh my gosh I killed myself with feels!!! I'm dying people I'm dying!

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