Trapped in Leukemia

Chapter 5

Taylor's P.o.v

I get into the car and sit down and immediately getting on my phone and start texting Jake. I am so confused on this me and Payton situation. She hasn't talked to me all day.

My brother(Tyler): Okay what's going on ? Y'all are very quite.

Talia: Nothing is going on with me and Ali.

Ali: Yeah. So Payton and Taylor what is going on in your teenage lives ?

Everyone was silent.

Tyler: Anyone going to say anything ?

Taylor: I'm texting Jake so I really don't care.

Payton: Like always.

Taylor: Shut up. At least I don't just ditch my friends for some stupid thing.

Payton: What we talked about was not stupid. What you were telling me was stupid.

Taylor: No it wasn't. I'm trying to make you not be a lone wolf.

Payton: Why do you not want me to be lonely. I am perfectly fine being alone.

Taylor: No your not. I know about everything Payton and what happened. Before you weren't like that, but now you are what you are because of what you did to yourself. You also never let anyone get to you. Let your guard down just a little and if you did you would have way more friends instead of just having me.

Payton: You don't even seem like a friend to me me. Your more like company cause you always bring Jake everywhere we go and I didn't want to let my guard down cause Scott is just some boy to me, but to you he's my dream guy. I don't even want to date anyone right now cause I have someone else to care about. Actually make that 2 people cause your not even doing you job.

Taylor: That job is stupid. I don't want to spend my whole life worrying about one person.

Payton: WELL MAYBE YOU SHOULD CAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN SHE IS GOING TO DIE CAUSE OF FREAKING LEUKEMIA. NOT A  COMMON COLD. LEUKEMIA. THAT'S WHY I DON'T WANT TO HAVE A LOT OF FRIENDS CAUSE IF TALIA OR MY SISTER DIE I WILL BE A TOTAL WREAK AND SHUT THE WHOLE WORLD OUT. I ALREADY WANT TO JUST KILL MYSELF AND LEAVE FROM ALL OF THIS CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO SEE NEITHER OF THEM DIE. I RATHER DIE FOR BOTH OF THEM IF I COULD. SO YOU NEED TO STOP BEING SUCH A BRAT ABOUT IT AND START CARING FOR YOUR SISTER INSTEAD OF BEING A JAKE  MAGNET.

She started cry then opened the car door and slammed it shut. Now I know I went way too far.

This took about an hour to do this. I'm getting the hang of this. Also, if you haven't tried Sonics Cotton Candy Nerd Slush....... TRY IT!!!!!! ITS SO GOOD. And Happy 16th Birthday to my home boy Jaden Smith. Love you <3 Well that's it.

- Blonde Rasta