I Want To Live

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  I am finally out. After what seemed like years, I was finally free!

  I can't wait to go home and sleep in my bed! Sasha said she'd be coming to take me home today and honestly I'm THRILLED!

  When we got home I was reintroduced to the floor plan after being gone for so long.

  We had to binge watch seasons four and five of Voltron with popcorn and Mtn Dew. (My personal favorite soda.)

  I went to bed at eight that night, happy to be back.

  I couldn't wait to get back at Javier. I had something interesting planned.

  The next morning I woke up, a bit hungry. So I got out of bed and looked in the mirror instead.

  My anxiety peaked.

  Your lips are dry and chapped. They're ugly.

  Look at your cheekbones, they're so high.

  Your cheeks are so sunken and gaunt. So are your eyes.

  You're so pale I'm surprised you aren't mistaken for a ghost by your friends.

  You're probably only dating Draco because he felt sympathy for you.

  I sighed and examined my face closer. All I needed to do was go on a day out with my friends and family. Then my paleness would be gone.

  Draco would probably take me out on a date once I'd become more acustume to the normal way of life.

  Even though Bryce and Sasha might be gone for a while, they're doing their jobs. They can't help it.

  And next week, I'll do something nobody expects.

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Hey my dudes, it's me Gabbie. Go check out shywriteroflife and yeah. I just realized I've tagged her at least 2 times today. Lol. Anyways, BUH BYE!