Dear M.,
September brought silence.
October brought shared cigarettes and songs about broken hearts.
November brought us together, November brought us in bars and clubs.
December brought late night walks and missed days in school.
January brought your mom loudly crying, and it brought me trying to support you both - because that's what friends do,right?
February brought a boy, a mistake in our lives.
March brought distance between us.
April gave you drugs and brought me a lot of pain.
May brought anger and hate, oh jesus I felt so fucked up.
June brought numbness, stone cold numbness.
ten months pass by like ten days.
But where are you now?
What are you doing?
Who are you sharing your moments with?
I loved you but you left me alone.
I've supported you 'cause thats what friends do.
I don't miss you, I feel nothing about you.
I wish you the best dear M.
