The sadness
is coming
i can feel it
creeping up on me
the darkness
is overflowing
undermy skin
it'll take over eventually
i am terrified
to end up feeling
the way i did last year
for i wanted
to make this year
a good one
i promised myself
not to let my head
gain control
bet the dark thoughts
are too much so handle sometimes
every
single
minute
i cannot stop my thoughts
every
single
day
I wake up
feeling great
but then i go out
and see all these people
whom i compare myself to
and i cant stop
feeling bad
i cant stop
get out of my head
get out
get out
get out
get out
get out
get out
get out
