I’m afraid I will suddenly realize at one point of my life that I wasted my whole life doing the wrong thing and following the wrong path.
I’m afraid of regrets, no matter how trivial they are.
I’m afraid of binging again and feeling disgusted of myself.
I’m afraid of being trapped in the body that I’m desperate to change.
I’m afraid of getting rejected by someone I like.
I’m afraid I will never be in a real relationship.
I’m afraid of being judged by other people.
I’m afraid of hatred toward myself.
I’m afraid of conversations.
I’m afraid of death when I’m not ready for it.
I’m afraid of not being able to say the truth.
I’m afraid of not being myself.
I’m afraid of being lost (which I already am)
I’m afraid of graduation because I will be even more lost.
I’m afraid of never being able to be financially independent.
I’m afraid I will live a mediocre life.
I’m afraid of living this mediocre life.
