Mr. Bad Boy | Yoongi FF | Completed

Give up

Grab your tissues!
P/s I cried while writing this.

"Listen.Even if i leave, our memories stay, olive"

"I hate you!" i stormed outside and went downstairs. "EunJi!" Yoongi chased me. We were panting when i stopped. "How could you!" i said with my back facing him.

"i have no choice Olive" he walked and stopped in front of me to face me.

"yes you do"

"i don't Olive"

"i knew it. You didn't even want me here right?"

"what are you talking about? Of course i want you here. You're my bestfriend!"

Okay, that kinda hurts.

"Yoongi. I...i-" i was hesitating. "you like me?" he said while staring deep down into my eyes. He smiled and lifted one of his brows. Well, to be specific, i love him.

"you...knew?" i was surprised and upset. I didn't get to say it myself but it's okay since Yoongi knew i can't say it properly as i was stuttering. "i knew it since your first day here" he answered.

"but how?"

"aren't you making it a little bit too obvious?"

"Yeah, i admit it. I just can't help it"

He smiled and looked down. I looked at him with my watery eyes. I knew what he was going to say. He looked guilty and worried. He scratched the back of his head, didn't know how to make things clear. He sighed.

"i'm sorry" he lifted up his head and looked at me. I laughed to hide my sadness but my eyes can't stop to get watery. "what are you apologizing for?" i asked. My lips were trembling as i held back my tears. My vision blurred as tears welled up.

"i don't love you. Just give up on me" he looked sympathize and tried to held my hands but i pulled it away. Tears rolled down my rosy cheeks like a waterfall. I covered my mouth with my hand to avoid making it worse. He move forward but i take steps backwards.

My heart broke into a million pieces. It aches like hell. I broke my own heart by loving him too much. I avoided this feeling at first but i can't. We can't control our feelings especially when you're in love. The more you tried to avoid it, the more you're in love.

I made up my mind as i calmed myself down. He still didn't get his eyes off me. I lifted my head and looked at him with my puffy red eyes.
"Okay, if that's what you want" i turned my back and started to walk. He grabbed my elbow.

"let me drive you home"

"no thanks. I'll take the taxi"

"it's hard to find a taxi here"

"i'll wait even if it takes a thousand years"

He sighed. He probably understood what i said was meant for him.

"just let me take you home ok"

"i don't want to"

"EunJi please don't be so stubborn!"

Yoongi started to feel annoyed. I felt the same thing.

"you're the one saying to give up on you, Yoongi. And now you're being nice to me again. How can i forget about you then? Just please...please leave me alone"

I turned my back and walked away in tears.

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I reached home around 8 pm. I was exhausted by walking home. I went straight to my bedroom and saw that Yoongi's room was still dark. I laid down, still looking towards his window. I sighed as my mind flashed back to what happened a few hours ago.

A few minutes later, his room went bright. I stood up and saw him standing by the window with his hands in his pocket. We stared into each others eyes. He suddenly pulled his curtains and walked away. My heart ached. I couldn't do anything. I sat down on my bed.

I thought we were doing good together but we're not. I realized that we were just friends and i was the one who crossed the line. We're bestfriends. Bestfriends stay forever but i just turned myself into a lover. After what happened, we might be strangers and that was what frightened me the most.

I didn't even know when will he move. I thought that i shouldn't know about it because Yoongi probably didn't want me to know. Plus, he didn't tell me in the first place. But what if he wanted to tell me when we were in the studio but i stormed outside?

When we were outside, the topic changed. He must have planned to tell me in the car but i refused to go back with him that i stupidly decided to walk home. I can't help but to be overthinking. Now that my heart hurts, my legs were painful, my eyes were sore, i really wanted to sleep all day. That's what i'll do. I don't have school tomorrow.

I did my night routine and laid in bed. I couldn't sleep as i kept remembering  all the things that he said to me. I started to regret having this feelings. I sighed.

"okay Yoongi, i'll give up on you"

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