Mr. Bad Boy | Yoongi FF | Completed

Thoughts

It has been three months after Yoongi moved to the States. We didn't contact each other since the night that i heard a girl's voice in the background when we were on the phone. I didn't try to contact him.because i wanted to move on. Plus, the final exam was just around the corner.

Yoongi probably was busy with his schedule and didn't have time to call me or text me. That was IF he was busy but what i thought was he was tired of me and decided to ignore me. I didn't care so much about it because i have something in my mind right now.

It was always be my dream and i hope to come true one day. I wanted to be an actress since i was really young. I was active in the school theater and drama but i didn't have the chance to be the lead actress. It was okay to be one of the crew but i dreamed all my life to be a lead actress.

I've learn so much just by watching the actresses acted out their role and spending my time with them just to be better in front of everybody. There was an audition that was held by a company named Big Hit Entertainment. I was still hesitating about going to the audition but i'll thought about it after the final exam.

I stared down at a paper that Big Hit distributed to the people around Seoul. They wanted to pick someone who is good enough to debut as an actress under their company because one of the actress under their company retired.That was why Big Hit wanted to pick someone young.

One of the requirement was you have to be 18 to 25 years old and be able to talk in english. Thank god that the audition was next year and since my father was a foreigner, i was able to talk in english because my mom and i didn't talk in korean with my father. After my father passed away, we still talked in english beacause we were used to it.

There was something that worries me.  Since the day that Yoongi hugged me at the airport, i recieved many hates in school and not to mention the power of social media. It has been me all along and not Yoongi that were at fault. Eventhough i knew why but i thought that it was unfair.

I knew that he was a famous singer so all the fans didn't want to blame him and i was just a stranger to the world. Our position was like heaven and earth. Different in rank and status. The world couldn't care less and gave me all the hates through social media especially.

Okay so what i was worried about was what if other people recognize me when i went to the audition? I was afraid that it was the reason i didn't pass the audition. I have to do something to make people saw me differently.

Of course not plastic surgery. Maybe a little touch of my hair and a change of my outfit? Well you know as a nerd as i am, i always wore something a nerd would wear. It's like i was afraid to wear short skirts, tight jeans, and sleeveless shirt. The dress that i wore at the school dance was the first time i ever wore a really gorgeous dress like that.

I was searching for a guide to wear hipster outfits on the internet and i saw something that were trending. It was like a news website about the Korean artists. The title was 'BTS's Suga's girlfriend revealed'. I can't help but to click on the website.

It was a shocking news but i read some of the comments in the comment section. Most of the fans were happy for him and agreed with his choice. As expected, some of them commented that they wouldn't agree if Yoongi's girlfriend was the girl at the airport which was me.

I read the news and it stated that their dating rumor was real and now Yoongi was dating Im Nayeon. That name sounded familiar. Yeah, i knew it. It was Im Nayeon from twice. Since i was a fan of kpop recently, i knew some of those famous singers. I froze. Maybe she was that girl's voice back then when we were on the phone.

I shook my head and sighed. I shut down my laptop and began to do my revision. 2 weeks left before the final exam. I did my own revision at home because i couldn't concentrate at school because of the students that were bothering me.

Can you believe it? Three months passed and they still bullied me like it was just yesterday that it happened. Not to mention how lonely i was at school. No friends, no tablemate and no partner in science class. I don't really care because they were not my friends anymore.

Could it be even worse? Ugh, i hate school. There was this one fine day for me to go to school. I was so excited because i heard the teacher said that i got an A for maths and i knew about the audition the day before. I got hyped and ready to go to school. Suddenly all the problems were vanished from my mind.

Unfortunately, when i reached school, my mood changed as i saw my desk were upside down, my books were everywhere on the floor, some of them were torn and to make it worse, there were bad words about me that they wrote on the whiteboard and on my locker as well. I was so frustated in school and sometimes i thought that i would get depression from all these stress.

I've done with my study after 3 hours stuck with my books. I stood up and stretched. I glanced at my wall clock that read 10 pm. I went downstairs to go check on mom in her room. She was sleeping soundly. I slowly closed the door and went back to my room. I was getting ready to sleep when suddenly a text sent by an unknown number.

"Hey, are you going to the audition?"

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