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"Wh...what are you doing here?"

I was shocked by the person that was standing before me. Yoongi scratched the back of his head and grinned. "Umm...i'm worried about you. So i decided to climb to your room" i frowned my brows. "What are you worried about?" I asked.

"I...i saw you waiting for me outside last night" he answered. I was shocked. "What the hell? And you just leave me alone outside?" i said as i was shocked by his action last night. "I'm sor-" i scoffed. "Unbelievable" I glared at him.

"What if i die in the cold? Would you be sad? Would you care? I think you don't Yoongi" I said in anger. He looked at me in the eyes. I could see he was guilty but i didn't want to make that as an excuse for me to forgive him. He went silent and looked down. 

"Right?" i asked. Tears welled up my eyes. Yoongi lifted his head and looked at me. "Answer me!" I shouted. I didn't knew why i got so emotional. It'll broke my heart into a million pieces if he answered yes.

He startled. "No Olive. You...you're my best friend" He came near me. He tried to cupped my cheek but i looked down to refuse his touch. "Don't touch me" I said. He shove his hand into his pocket and looked at me. "Okay. If that's what you want" He smirked. "I guess you've really moved on from me huh?" He raised one of his eyebrows.

I didn't say a word as his phone rang. He picked it up after glancing at me. "Hey baby" He smiled and casually walked back to my window and sat. He was talking to someone that i guess was his girlfriend but he still looked at me while smiling cynically.

I couldn't bear the pain in my heart but i stood there like nothing happened as i didn't want to show my weakness to Yoongi. He finally hung up and crossed his arms. "Olive,Olive" He smirked and scoffed.

"My girlfriend's coming over so i'll-" He didn't finish his words as i cut him off. "Just go" i said. I didn't looked at him. "If you insist Princess" He climbed out of the window and went back to his room. I was just eyeing him from the corner of my eye.

Tears rolled down my rosy cheeks. Thinking about why was he making me suffer like this? My mind flashed back the time when he said the same thing and called me Princess. I have to bear the pain in my heart every time Yoongi tried to make me suffer by making me jealous.

I didn't know why but i felt like we were strangers now. Keeping secrets from each other and hurting each other. I have to spend some more time with Jackson. 'I HAVE to love him no matter what' i said mentally. I must forget about Yoongi. He's happy now and i have to be happy too...even if it was not with him.

I let out a sigh and went back downstairs. "Eun Ji-ah shh" Mom said to me and brought her index finger to her lips, indicated me to be quiet as Jackson was sleeping soundly on the couch. I walked up to mom and hugged her tightly.

I rested my head on her shoulder. She hugged me back and rubbed the back of my head. "Are you feeling okay already?" I nodded slowly. "That's great" I could feel she was smiling. I smiled back.

We broke the hug. "You should get some rest. I'll go in for a shower" Mom said. "Okay. Goodnight" I hugged her one last time before went upstairs. Cold wind was blowing from outside as my window was wide opened. I went to close the window but i intentionally didn't pull the curtain.

I sat on my bed, looking out of the window. "It's bright. He must be with his girlfriend right now" I sighed and pulled the curtain before laid down in bed. I was not sleepy so i put on a song from my Ipod. The Truth Untold by BTS (play the video👆if you want to hear the song) It was a sad song.

I sometimes felt that some songs have my own stories in it. I should be thinking about Jackson right now but i don't. My mind was as stubborn as i am. I still thought about Yoongi. The way he showed his concern towards me, the way he laughed at my stupid jokes, the way he smiled showing his teeth and the way he made my heart fluttered. Without realizing, tears rolled down my temple.

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Yoongi's POV

"Bro what the hell was that?" Namjoon said while making a disgusted face. "I'm sorry. I had to" I said while looking down. "What's wrong? Is this about that girl Olive?" I didn't say a word as it was true.

Namjoon smiled and laughed a little. "Why don't you just tell her? It's not that she didn't like you back right?" I sighed and covered my face. "I don't wanna hurt her" I mumbled. Namjoon hugged my shoulder.

"You've grown up now" Namjoon said proudly and smiled. "Whatever it is, i'll support whatever you do" He continued. I bro-hugged Namjoon. We laughed as everything was a little awkward before that i answered his call by calling him 'Baby'. I could vomit right now. I had no choice but to make Olive jealous. Unfortunately, it seemed that she didn't care anymore.

"She has a boyfriend" I said as we didn't have any other topic to talk. Namjoon looked at me. "She moved on from me" I continued.

"Se...seriously?" Namjoon was shocked and so am i. I sighed. "And you just gonna give up on the girl that you liked for years?" Namjoon said, he looked concerned. "Yeah, and 'like' turned into 'love', bro" I sighed.

"So? What are you going to do now?" Namjoon asked. He was still looking at me, waiting for me to answer. I smiled weakly as i looked at him. He rubbed my back to calm me down. Tears welled up my eyes and i looked away. I took a deep breath and let it out slowly.

"I...i HAVE to forget about her"

"Or...you HAVE to get her back" Namjoon smirked.



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I felt sorry for Yoongi actually.😭

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