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I opened a video that most of them tagged me on with a caption
"Look at this ugly girl hugging our Yoongi" (of course they knew his real name)
I was shocked but not that shock
because i knew something like this would happen. I have to tell Yoongi about this but i thought that he already knew about it and Yoongi probably didn't want to talk to me because of his fans.I'm all alone now. It's time to survive at school on my own. Of course the students knew about it. My friends were fangirling him too. It's possible that they hated me. I can't do anything but to go through this on my own. I sighed heavily.
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It was a typical Monday for me. All peaceful and normal until i reached school and the first person that i saw was Jisoo. I waved at her but she rolled her eyes and walked away, ignoring me. Okay, i knew it. This is all about Yoongi hugging me publicly last Saturday at the airport.
This was the time that i knew who were my true friends. No one. All my friends ignored me and even my closest friend, Jisoo. Well, hard time reveals true friends. I could call them my ex-friend now. I thought that i'll be alone for the rest of the year. I can't wait to finish school. Duh.
I went to the class alone. As i opened the classroom door, the students looked at me and whispered among themselves. I calmly went to my seat beside Jisoo. She then stood up and move her table aside to stay away from me. I glanced at her and started to do my own thing.
I was doing some revision for the upcoming final exam. Then, i saw my classmate passed a paper to her friend and she then passed it to another person. The passing continues until the whole class have read what was written on the paper except me.
I didn't have the interest to know what it was but then Jisoo turned to me and said "hey stranger. Someone wants you to read this". She dropped the paper on my table and rolled her eyes at me before she turned back. I glared at her and took the folded paper. 'please don't roll your eyes. It makes me wanna poke them' i said mentally.
I lifted my head and saw all my classmates were laughing and whispering among themselves. I didn't give a shit but i still unfolded the paper. It read "Nerds don't deserve bad boys. Know your place ugly" I crumpled the paper as soon as i read it. The classroom were noisy as they laughed together. I looked down, feeling embarrassed.
"Class keep quiet and do your own revision" The teacher suddenly appeared and all the students took out their books and pretended to study. Some of them looked back at me and smirked. I ignored them and continued with my study. I had to pass this final exam with flying colors.
Time skip
"Class dismiss" The teacher said when the bell rang. I packed my stuff and was ready to go home. I felt relieved as nobody were disturbing me so i went out of class calmly until i bumped into Jisoo and her gang. She crossed her hands and looked at me like i have done something wrong. I took a step aside and begin to walk but Lisa pushed me to the wall.
"ouch" i said as my back hit the wall. "where do you think you're going nerd?" Lisa said as she put her elbow on my collarbone. Jisoo went closer with her eyes darted into mine. I still made eye contact with her, not letting her to win this easily. "Did you think that i wanted to be friends with you? You're not even my standard nerd" She said and scoffed as her friends were laughing at what she said.
The students that were passing by stopped and looked at us. They were laughing at me. I was lost and looked down. Scared and embarrassed. My eyes started to welled up. "Aww the nerd is a crybaby". Jennie said mockingly and all the students nearby laughed at me. Lisa let go of me. I still looked down at my feet. "Don't you ever go near him" Rose warned me.
"Let's go girls. We wasted our time talking to this nerd" Jisoo said as she synically glared at me before she walked away with her friends. The students started to walk again. I can't help but to burst into tears. I ran home and went straight to my room. It was just yesterday that Yoongi moved and i already had a really bad day today.
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"Yoongi i need you" I said as he answered the call. "Olive are you crying?" I didn't answer and just sobbed. "Hey, shhh what's wrong?" He tried to soothe me as I can't stop crying. I really needed him right this moment. He went silent as he wanted me to let it all out.
"Are you okay now?" He asked.
"Mhmm" I answered it as a yes.
"So are you going to tell me what's wrong?"
"Hmm"
I was thinking about telling him but i didn't want to make him worried. We didn't say anything. I can hear he's breathing so calm. Then, i heard the sound of a door opened. "Hey baby. Miss me?" A girl's voice came afterwards. I froze. I can't say anything so he said "Eun Ji-ah i have to-" I hung up before he could finish his words.
I put my phone down and sat on my bed like a statue. Thinking about what just happened. I cringed. She literally call him baby. Does she think she's his mother?. What the- "Ugh! I hate this feeling! I'm not jealous okay! I have to move on!" I said as i shook my head. I then did my night routine and laid in bed. I can't help but to think about that girl's voice.
Yoongi really meant it when he said he didn't have feelings for me. At first i just thought that it was a joke or he covered his feelings because he was too shy to tell me but no. He really meant it. That voice must be his girlfriend's. I sighed. I tried to shut my eyes but i can't. So i took my phone and opened the YouTube and searched 'BTS Fire'. I smiled when it came to Yoongi's part.
I get addicted to BTS as well. I secretly fangirling over them. I searched for another video but i froze as i saw a video entitled 'nerd bitch hugging Suga at the airport' I didn't click on the video as i knew what was happening. I was scared to go to school. I was afraid to go anywhere. I can't let mom knew about it.
I pretended everything was fine every time mom said i didn't look so good. I have to act strong even when i don't but for mom, i have to. I was about to sleep but a notification came in. I reached my phone on the mini table beside my bed.
"Hey i'm sorry. My friend came just now" It was from Yoongi.
"More like a girlfriend huh?" I replied.
"Are you jealous?"
"No duh"
"Eun Ji please. We've talk about this"
"I'm going to sleep. Goodnight"
I felt annoyed somehow. I don't know why. Yes i was jealous. Who wouldn't? Your crush had a girlfriend and said that we've talk about it. Talk about what? About your crush not having the same feelings as you do? I sighed and shut my eyes. Tears rolled down my temple.
"I have to be strong for myself and mom"
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Romance"We both know that you couldn't hurt me even when i hurt you" That's the problem with Kim Eun Ji. Even though how much she's hurt by her best friend Yoongi, she will never hurt him. And there's a reason. "I love you" HR #8