There goes my heart beating so fast, everytime we made eye contact. I couldn't help myself but to lost in his eyes in every gaze that he gave. Am i the only one who felt like this when your crush looked at you?
There, i said it. Crush. I think i had a crush on him and to make it worse, he was my bestfriend. I didn't know what he thought of me but i prefer not to know. It's scary just to think about what your crush thought of you.
It would be better for me to not knowing the truth because it could crush my heart. That's what crush means. The one you could never have. Never. It would be like an unrequited love. Stop that cheesyness EunJi. Wake up!
The bell rang. I made back to reality.
"hey nerd!" i startled. "hey" i saw him smiled and sat in front of me. Everyone were at the canteen. "wha...what?" i said as he didn't say anything and just smiled, looked straight into my eyes."nothing. Hehe. So, you wanna go somewhere this evening?" he said.
"where?" i replied as i frowned my brows, curious.
"somewhere" he joked and laughed.
I didn't say a word and just stared at him. -.-
"okay okay. It'll be a surprise. I wanna show you something" he said.
"okay then" i replied, trying to hide my smile by pretending to look for something.
He stared at me, watching whatever i was doing. I didn't know what to do actually. He grabbed my wrist. "what are you looking for?" i stopped. 'i was looking for my heart. Did you steal it by any chance?' i said mentally. I shook my head and pulled back my hand. He smiled and stood up.
"whatever olive. Just don't be late ok. I'll wait outside around 4pm". He looked down at me but i didn't lifted up my head. I was too embarassed. "uhh...okay" i replied. He patted ny head and walked away.
I put my hand on top of my head. 'stop whatever you're trying to do Yoongi' i said slowly and sighed before putting my head down on my arm. I better get some rest before the next class.
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We reached at a building and went inside. We stopped in front of a room and he entered the password before we went in. "whoah" my jaw dropped. "this is my studio" he said.
I looked at all the pictures on the wall. Most of it were the pictures of Yoongi and the other BTS member but my eye stopped at this one corner. "Yoongi..." i said slowly. He was standing beside me. "do you like it?" he asked.
It was a corner full of our childhood pictures. "yeah" i suddenly felt my eyes were watery but i turned aside and wiped it before they fell. I could here he laughed a little.
He hugged my shoulders and said "don't be a crybaby EunJi" but that didn't stop my tears from falling down my cheeks. "why do you always cry when you're with me, olive?" i covered my face with my hands.
"this is embarassing" i muttered. He laughed. "then stop crying" he rubbed my head and sat down on his chair. I wiped my eyes with a tissue and calm myself down. He pulled a chair and i sat beside him.
He put on a song. "this is one of my favourite song" he said. It was FRIENDS by Anne Marie ft. Marshmello. 'ugh, what's with this song' i thought and tried to find a way for Yoongi to change the song.
"i wanna hear BTSs' songs. I'll be an army if i had to" he laughed and changed the song to DNA by BTS. I liked it and i thought i started to fangirl BTS after Yoongi played several other songs.
It has been like forever since we spent our time together. I missed the moments like this, i missed him and i missed us. Yoongi showed his interest in music since he was a kid. I always supported him in whatever he does.
"it's nice spending time with you like this" i said as we didn't talk much. He went silent. I looked at him to see him staring right at me. "Yoongi" i said waving my hands in front of his eyes.
He blinked a few times and looked down.'what's wrong with him?' i thought. "EunJi-ah, i'm sorry" i frowned my brows and asked "why? What's wrong?" he didn't anwer straight away but he held both of my hands.
"i'm moving to the States with the boys tomorrow". He said looking at me. I could feel both of my eyes were watery. I looked down as my tears fell. I couldn't say a word. "don't cry olive. I'll be back for you. I promise" he said, tightening the grip of his hands on mine.
It's been 10 years we were apart from each other. I didn't have enough time to spend with him since i moved here. And then what? It was his turn to move away? I couldn't believe this. How could this be? I didn't want any of this to happen.
"h...how could y...you" i said, sobbing.
He hugged me tightly and rubbed my back.
"don't leave me. Yoongi please" i tried so hard to hold back my tears but i failed.
My mind started to flash back all the happy moments when we were together. He didn't even know that i was that Olivia. 'Just forget about it EunJi. He didn't care about it' i thought.
We stayed in a hug for a while until i stopped crying. He cupped my cheeks and wiped my tears with his thumb.
He smiled at me and said"Listen.Even if i leave, our memories stay, olive"
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Romance"We both know that you couldn't hurt me even when i hurt you" That's the problem with Kim Eun Ji. Even though how much she's hurt by her best friend Yoongi, she will never hurt him. And there's a reason. "I love you" HR #8