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NOW THAT YOU'RE GONE

i found something.
i found someone who's reliable.
he treats me how i'm supposed to be treated.
he tells me his intentions
because he knows what i've been through.

he's everything you couldn't be.
but you knew that.
that's why you tried to kill him.
you knew scott was better than you.
he had everything you wanted.
everything you tried to get but failed
because you are nothing like him.

but my nights are still bad.
i don't want to write it down
because if i do, will it become real?
he's tried to help me sleep
by holding me close to his chest.
it doesn't help.
i just feel trapped.
i don't want to feel this way anymore.
i want to sleep.

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