Olivia

change my mind

"Never felt like this before
Are we friends or are we more
As I'm walking towards the door
I'm not sure."

Kayla still isn't home, and it's been a week since I flew in. She's probably just hanging out with her family down in Australia still, which is totally understandable.

On the other hand me and Harry have been hanging out a lot more than usual, I still don't know about his family, nor does he know about Toby. I think for now I'd like to keep it that way.

It's not that I don't trust him or anything it's just I don't know if I want to cry in front of him and scare him away.

I don't have many friends here besides Kayla and now Harry. I'd really like to meet more people to gain more friends instead of being lonely most of the time.

Art class is today, and I'm pretty psyched to see Harry, oh and I'm excited to draw. I hear a buzzing sound coming from my bed, and see my phone lit up with a text message from Harry. Speak of the devil.

Harry:
Won't be in class today. Just a heads up. See you some other time. x

Me:
Oh okay. Hope everything is okay. x

Harry:
Yeah everything is good. x

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•Harry's POV•

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I hated lying to Olivia like that. I told her things we okay, but in all honesty they aren't. My sister contacted me, and I haven't heard from her in a long time. I wasn't even aware if she was alive or not.

She told me she lived about an hour away from my campus conveniently enough. She didn't tell me anything other than that she'll meet me at a small coffee shop near campus. I'm mad at her for leaving me in such a terrible situation, but on the other hand I need answers, and I'm willing to meet up with her if that's what'll take for that to happen.

Me:
Do you think you can get my assignments from art for me?

Olivia:
Definitely!

Me:
Thank you! x

Olivia:
Of course. x

With that I put my phone in my back pocket, and make my way to the coffee shop. I'm so nervous to see her. There's so much things that can go wrong, she could be sick, or mean to me, or she's addicted to drugs.

I turn on the radio to take my mind off of a the shitty things happening. I tap my fingers on my steering wheel to the best of the music. This song reminds me a lot of Olivia. It's a song by P!nk, I never was a huge fan of her songs until Olivia turned me into her. I only was aware of one song by her, but now I've been listening to her a lot more the past week, she's quite good to be honest.

I park my car in a cramped parking space next to the shop. I pray to myself that everything is fine, and it'll be a lot better than I think it will be.

"It's now or never Harry." I mutter to myself stepping out if the car.

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