Tell me a lie

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"Tell me I'm a screwed up mess
that I never listen, listen."

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"I'm so sorry Sam." I tell her genuinely. I've made a lot of mistakes in my life, and now I want to fix them all. I loved Sam like she was my sister, and I abandoned her without a trace.

"Olivia, I know you didn't intentionally hurt me, but that doesn't mean that it didn't happen." She sighs.

"I know, and no matter how much I tell you I'm sorry I still feel like it's not enough." I tell her. I really want to fix things with her.

"It's not."

"I don't how what else I can do." I say completely helpless.

"It's like you didn't even care about me, you left and didn't say a word. You didn't even try and contact me at all." She says.

"I didn't see you try and contact me either," I say to her in defense. "I was mourning over Toby around the time, and I got one text from you that said 'sorry for your loss' after that you never mentioned it when we saw each other. I went to college to get away from everything, and yes I should have texted or called you, but if you really wanted to get ahold of me you could have called me. Friendship is a two way street."

"I-I," she stutters trying to figure out the right words to say. "I guess you're right. I let the hurt cloud over my own actions and for that I'm sorry." She tells me.

"I'm sorry too." I put my head down in shame.

"Hey we're okay. I promise." She says.

"Thanks for forgiving me," I say. "It means so much."

"Anyway how are you?" She asks me. I simply shake my head, I've gotten pretty sick of explaining everything that's happened to random people.

"It's not Important, how are you?" I turn the question around on her.

"well," she smiles. "I'm pregnant."

I smile at her brightly in shock, although the news makes me realize just how much I've missed since I left for college. "What?"

"I'm serious

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"I'm serious. I hit four months two days ago." She shares with me obviously very excited about the news.

"Oh my god, who's the dad?" I ask excitedly.

"His name is Spencer." She says and pulls out her phone to show a photo of her and a boy who is probably spencer.

" She says and pulls out her phone to show a photo of her and a boy who is probably spencer

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