The Only Reason (Ashton Irwin)

Chapter 3

"Can you please leave me alone?" I clenched my fists. If he don't want any black eye then he fucking need to leave me alone. I just want to have a good sleep!

"No" he confidently answered.

I've had it enough.

"Do you want a fucking black eye?!" I angrily shouted at him.

"Can you do it? With those small hands of yours?" he clutched on his stomach while laughing.

"Ahhh! Damn you! Curse you! Fuck you! I'll just be the one who'll fucking leave!" I growled. His eyes widen, he opened his mouth to speak but closed it again. I turned around and walked towards the door angrily. I opened it and went outside. After that I closed the door with so much force that it created a loud sound, which made the people turn and look at me. They gave me a questioning look but I didn't answered them. They need to mind their own business.

I looked down at my feet and started to walk, just ignore their stares Mariean. Once I'm far from our cabin, I looked up and saw the moon shining in the middle of the black sky. I didn't realized that it is night already. I looked straight in front of me and saw the water. I love water. I'm so confused at myself, I don't know how to swim but I love swimming.

I walked slowly near the shore. Enjoying the soft sand touching my bare feet. When did I removed my sandals? I almost had my peaceful moment when I heard him call my name again.

"Mariean!" dammit.

I decided that I'll just ignore his calls, so he will look like a crazy person yelling and calling no one.

I felt his hands gripped on my arms and turned me around. "Are you trying to ignore me?"

"Who are you?" I gave him a questioning look.

He sigh and ruffled his hair, "Don't act like you've hit your head on something, cause I see no bruise on your head."

"I'm sorry but I dont know you" I fake laughed.

"Stop acting like you don't know me or I'll kiss you" my eyes widen. Does he know what he is saying?

"Gawa!" he furrowed his eyebrows.

"Whaaaat?" Ah oh yeah I remember, I'm not in the Philippines.

I shook my head, "Nothing."

"Oh really? I think it's another alien word that say's fuck me--" I kicked him in his manhood. He groaned in pain while his hands holding his uh you know.

"Never in your wildest dreams!" I glared at him before walking away from him.

"You know what, fuck you!" I heard him shouted. I laughed. He's such a kid.

Minutes later, I already have my peaceful moment. I thank him for leaving me alone, but I don't thank him for being an asshole. Why is he even like that? And he even said that I want to fuck him? No. Never. I don't want to do it with a jerk like him. And plus I'm too young. Maybe I'm not too young but.. uh whatever.

A wind passed me, I shivered. I hugged myself, I should have brought my jacket.

"You looks like you're all alone" I looked at my back and almost shout again, but I stopped myself when I saw that it is not him.

"Obviously" he pouted.

"You're not rude, are you?" the asian boy asked.

I don't remember his name, so I called him Asian.. even though he's not asian.

"I am" I answered confidently.

Especially to the boys.

"Good thing I can handle the rudeness of the people" he grinned.

I groaned. "Now I see why are you friends with Ashton."

"What do you mean? Wait.. are you with Ashton a while ago?" he gasped.

"Yeah" I nodded.

"Where is he now?" he asked.

"I don't know, the last time I saw him he is lying on the ground and holding his crotch" I almost laugh when I remember his face earlier. His face is really red, he looks like a tomato.

"Did you.. kicked him in his balls?" I nodded then he laughed.

"I should be there so I can see his fucking ugly face" he laughed again.

Ugly face? What? I thought they're friends?

After that, he asked again.

"Is he good or bad?" I don't get it, why does he need to ask that?

And isn't it obvious that he's bad?

"Annoying like you" I rolled my eyes.

"That is not part of the choices Ms. Asian" I turned my back at him.

"Leave me alone" I spoke in a low voice.

"Why do you want to be alone?" he asked.

"Cause I want to be alone."

"Nobody wants to be alone" I sigh.

He's right.

Before, I don't want to be alone. I'm the most funniest person in my group. I'm the most talkative. I'm carefree. I'm wild. But now what happened?

I remember, I changed because of that stupid guy.

"Are you okay?" He placed his right hand on my left shoulder.

I stared at him. "Ye-yeah."

"You sure? You've kinda.. spaced out." his voice sounds worried.

But why will be worried about me?

We're just acquaintance. I don't know about him and he don't know me. So why worry?

"I said I'm okay, so stop asking" do I sound rude?

"I know we're not close but you can tell me your problems. And I promise you that I won't tell anyone about your problems" he gave me a sad smile.

I looked down at my feet. "I hate you for being so nice."

"Thanks" he grinned.

"Oh wait, why aren't you at the gathering? Ugh that sounds old. Why aren't you at the party?" he curiously asked.

"I told you, I want to be alone."

"No. I don't want you to be alone, so come with me" his hands gripped on my arms and started to drag me. I can't stop him because he's too strong.

He didn't even let me to answer that I don't want to join them.