A bit of Pain.

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6th of September

Almost a week after our first date, It seemed like everything made sense to me. I was inlove with Kei. The words he said on our first date was still on my mind. It was stuck on my head and I think it will last for a very long time. As days passed, we texted, chat in school or Facebook, walked home together, ate lunch together and making each other smile. Kei started to court me a day after our date. He would carry my stuff and texted me with flirty jokes and other courting stuff.

It was Friday and of course, the best day for almost of my classmates in school. Friday is the day where we teenagers hang out, relax, go to malls, watch in cinemas, play online games at night, stay late at night or even stay up all night and other fun and awesome stuff. So everyone was excited for class to be over. Kei texted me a night before Friday and mentioned that we'll be watching a movie at the cinemas. So I was pretty excited too. The bell rang and of course, I'm going to see Kei again. I came out of the classroom and noticed that they were doing an activty at class which I guessed that they weren't finished yet. I peeked out of the window and I saw Kei doing his activity ... with a girl from his class. I guess they were partners or something. They were laughing I think because they made a mistake or something and they just laughed it out. I felt a bit of pain in my heart. I knew I was jealous. But I don't have the rights to be jealous because its not like he's my boyfriend or I own him or something. But its hard not to be. Anyone would be jealous if they saw the person which they loved with all their heart, was happy with someone else. Its the first time I felt being jealous. It was like a thousand of needles poked and shot straight to my heart.

Their activity was done and Kei went out of the classroom as soon as possible. He looked at me happily while I was making a fake smile.

"Marzia, sorry I came out late. Our activity took quite a while to be finished." Kei said.

Just as he said that, the girl who was working with him in his activity also came out of the classroom.

"Oh, its okay. Kei, who's that girl?" I said.

"Oh, her name is Anne. She's my classmate and also a kind person." Kei said.

To be honest, Anne was a pretty teenage girl. She's the same age as mine, also almost the same height. Her hair has the touch of brown and scarlet. She looks so neat. She has a beautiful face. I think most boys are attracted to her. I just hoped Kei isn't one of those boys who are attracted to her because if he did had a crush on Anne, my heart would be "Why did you ask?" Kei said.

"Oh, Uhh- its nothing." I said facing down.

"Wait, did you saw us while we were doing our activity?" Kei asked.

"Uhhh- yeah? I was just checking if why you weren't out yet when the bell rang" I said still facing down.

"Are you jealous?" Kei asked.

"Huh? No!" I said loudly.

"Uhhh- yeah you are." Kei said and chuckled a bit.

"Then why did you even ask?! I said and crossed my arms. And why did you chuckled? You think its funny?"

"I have no feelings for her. You think I would have feelings for her? I love you, Marzia. You can make me laugh and smile like no other girl can. I spent time with you in every chance I get. And the reason I chuckled is that I knew that you also love me because you got jealous with me and Anne. I love you and I'm sorry if I made you feel angry and sad. Please forgive me." Kei said sincerely.

I felt my eyes started to let out tears. I tried not to show it to Kei. He saw my tear ran down to my cheek. He wiped the tear from my face and hugged me. I wiped my eyes and smiled at him. The bell rang and breaktime was over. Before I went inside the classroom I hugged Kei once more. I was about to go inside the classroom and Kei said ...

"I love you. I'll see you later. I got something important to tell you".

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