DEH watching Dear Evan Hansen

Dissapear

OOF WOW OKAY I WISH I KNEW PEOPLE COULD ACTUALLY BE MY FRIENDS CONSIDERING I DON'T HAVE MANY

Guys like you and me we're just the losers
Who keep waiting to be seen, right?

I mean no one seems to care or stops to notice that we're there
So we get lost in the in-between

But
If you can somehow keep them thinking of me
And make me more than an abandoned memory

"Why would I want that? I didn't leave a note for a reason" Connor stated. His mom was crying.

That means we matter too
It means someone will see that you are there
No one deserves to be forgotten
No one deserves to fade away
No one should come and go
And have no one know he was ever even here
No one deserves to disappear
To disappear
Disappear

It's true

"Like you can talk Hansen"
Evan fell quiet.

Even if you've always been that barely-in-the-background kind of guy
You still matter

"Good intentions, bad reason for the experience" muttered Jared.

And even if you're somebody who can't escape the feeling
That the world's passed you by
You still matter
If you never get around to doing some remarkable thing
That doesn't mean that you're not worth remembering
Think of the people who need to know
They need to know
So you need ​to show them (I need to show them)
That no one deserves to be forgotten
No one deserves to be forgotten
No one deserves to fade away
To fade away
No one should flicker out or have any doubt
That it matters that they are here
No one deserves (no one deserves)
To disappear to disappear
Disappear

Evans stress gets worse.

When you're falling in a forest
And there's nobody around
All you want is for somebody to find you
When you're falling in a forest
And when you hit the ground
All you need is for somebody to find you

I'm calling it the Connor project
The Connor project?
A student group dedicated to keeping Connor's memory alive
To showing that everybody should matter
We have to do this. Not just for Connor, for everyone​

"You didn't even care! YOU USED ME AND I WASN'T EVEN ALIVE. I WAS MENT TO BE FORGOTTEN SO PEOPLE LIKE YOU COULDN'T USE ME" Evan was silently crying his way into an anxiety attack.

'Cause no one deserves to be forgotten
No one deserves ​To fade away
We're calling it the Connor project
The Connor project?
Imagine a major online presence
A massive fundraising drive
And for the kickoff event: an all-school memorial assembly
I didn't realize Connor meant this much to people
Oh Evan, this is wonderful!

"Even my parents like you more than they ever loved me" Cynthia was about to go tell him but realized something important. It was meant to be to late. There wasn't much she could do if he was this suicidal she, needed her son. Even if he thought otherwise. SHE SHURE AS HELL WOULD TRY TO HELP WHEN SHE COULD.

No one deserves to be ​forgotten
No one deserves to fade away
No one deserves to disappear
No one deserves to disappear
No one should flicker out or have any doubt
That it matters that they are here
No one deserves (no one deserves)
No one deserves to disappear
To disappear
Disappear
No one deserves ​(to be ​forgotten)
Disappear
To disappear, disappear
To disappear, disappear
Disappear

To disappear
Disappear (disappear)
To disappear
Disappear

The classmates no matter what were all thinking this "Connor is gonna kill him up there"

SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG I JUST FORGET. This is also really lazy so I'm sad. I forget a lot actually. So, I'm sorry. I'll try and be more reasonable with the time comment if you're somehow still here because I'd be impressed. Luv y'all <3