heartbreak hotel [reopened]

7:37 pm

Mcsick

the stars once littering your eyes have all disappeared. i can't navigate my way through them, twisting and twirling, anymore. instead i'm trapped in them without a light to guide me.

those lips that have carressed every inch of me, lips that had been gentle amd soft while exploring my body are now dry and chapped leaving my skin red & purple

your hands that had once held me like a delicate flower now leave bruises across my thighs

your love for me completely replaced with lust

i have tried to save you, but you have rotted inside to out. i love you but i know better than think this feeling is still mutual.

i'm not sick enough to love you still & your toxins haven't invaded my viens. i didn't let them.

i know better than to stay. i refuse ro be your toy so this is farewell.

no longer will i be that naïve little girl