The Regret(Editing)

I'm In Love With Her

Tae's POV

I step out of the bathroom and I hear the sounds of Y/N crying and sobbing for dear life. I see her on the ground,looking like an injured innocent bird. I ran up to her yelling out her name almost to the point of losing my voice. Seeing her in that state was enough to kill me but I knew I had to remain calm. I shook her to get her to look at me but she doesn't bother to look up. I was giving my all for her to talk to me and she eventually gives in. I take her hands and help her on her feet.

I knew deep down that she was crying about Hoseok. I knew he had said or done something to her and I wanted to be the one to make her feel better. I grab her arm as we walk towards the studio, asking about what happened and why she felt the way she did. She says to me that she still loves him but no matter how hard she tries everything seems to keep falling apart.

I did my best to give her the advice she needed but I wanted to give her a reality check about people who fall in and out of love with one another in a marriage. I knew that taking advantage of the situation is wrong and selfish but I don't care as long as I have Y/N heart. 

The more closer I got to her the more I wanted to take her in my arms and kiss her. The urge was killing me. I needed her, I needed her then and I needed her now. We both got startled when the door to the studio open and Namjoon steps out. He sees what was going on and finally sees noona and says he was glad to see she was ok. He pardons himself and tells me to help him and the guys with something. Namjoons steps back inside and it's me and noona again. Noon thanks me for my help and we part ways. I took once last glance at her before going into the recording studio.

I step in and I see Namjoon on the chair, with his hands folding, facing me. It was only me and Namjoon and I close the door and lean my head against it and sigh. "Hyung where are the rest of the guys?"

"They're with Soomin helping her with a few things. But that doesn't matter right now. You have something you need to confess to me. So I'm not letting you slip this time" He unfolds his hands and leans forward on the chair

"Namjoon, there's nothing to talk about." I mumbled

"Really? I saw you last night kissing Y/N on the forehead. Just now it looks like you were about to kiss her again..on the lips" he says lowly

"Namjoon! That doesn't mean anything" I say calmly clenching my fist into a ball, knuckles turning white the more I pressed on them

"Listen. You know Y/N and Hoseok are in a complicated situation. You know Hoseok is hurting because he can't tell her why he's acting the way he is. You know he's been coming to us crying about how hard it is to see him hurting his own wife."

"What is it you want me to say?" I raise my voice slightly

"Just tell me. I promise I won't tell anyone." Namjoon says in a low and concerned tone

"Alright. I confess..I..I'm in love with Y/N" I choked" I admit it! I'm madly in love with her! I've been in love with her since she started working for us. You don't know how hard it was seeing her get married to the one person I still consider as an older brother." I nearly screamed, trying to hold back my tears "I promised my grandmother, before she passed away, that I would marry the woman of my dreams and look what happened? She's with Hoseok! And yes I know that what I'm doing is wrong and selfish but look at what he's doing to her. I'd never hurt her in that way." My breathing become rapid and it's getting more difficult to talk. "She means everything to me!" I cry out and Namjoon gets up from his seat and hugs me tightly.

"Taeyung, I know you're hurting but just know that we all love and care for her but she fell in love with Hoseok. You'll probably never find a woman like Y/N but you'll find the woman of your dreams somed-"

"Stop! Don't say that!" I mumble loudly on his chest, shirt covered with my tears and saliva but he didn't care. 

"I don't want you to continue this route. It'll make things worse. I don't want us to sabotage what all of us worked so hard for. It's going to take a while for Hoseok to finally confronts Y/N as to why he's been acting like an ass. But please don't bring up anymore conflicts to ignite the situation even more. But I'm glad you confessed. That's all I needed to hear." He pats my lower back. I start to calm down and he lets go of me and I sit back on the chair, wiping away any remaining tears.

The door to the studio gets opened and I look up to see Yoongi, Jin, Jimin, and Jungkook with bags full of fast food while also sipping on their soft drinks.

"Sorry we're late, Soomin drove us to a burger joint and got us something to eat. Soomin dropped us off and went back to fix the set for Hoseok's music video. We got you both something" Jungkook hands us the bag of food and I immateriality dive in.

"Tae, have you been crying"? Yoongi ask "Did Namjoon break something again" Yoongi laughs sarcastically and I couldn't help but to giggle.

"Namjoon didn't break anything. I was just talking to him about my worries and got overwhelmed. But we're good" 

"Better hurry up and eat because we got a lot of work to do today...and the next couple of weeks" Jin says with his mouthful.

No matter how hard it is I still won't stop myself from loving you, Y/N. I'll win your heart eventually.