The Regret(Editing)

You've Won Me

Y/N POV

For the past week and a half, I still couldn't stop thinking about Hobi again. I thought I would be able to forget him completely but I still loved and cared about him. No matter how many times I tell myself that he's with Alex it still doesn't changed the fact that I still think about him. It was stabbing me in the heart, opening up old wounds...creating new ones. Taehyung  and I been calling each other, talking about the fun times we had when BTS were rookies, how we would stay up almost everynight talking about food and anime, and how much he loved his grandmothers cooking and how he wanted me to meet her. He would also check on me to see if I was ok and if I needed anything. I'd just tell him that I'm tired from unpacking most of the boxes from two weeks ago and just needed time to adjust again. It hurts to lie to him like this. Tae has always been there for me but it felt different. He didn't yell at me for such things, he didn't push me away when he was busy nor did he spend the entire day away from me. He valued my feelings, my weakness, my strengths, and encouraged me to reach out to him when I needed help. Even though I was feeling down slept with each other once, I never wanted it to happen again. But why was I still in love with Hoseok, if I'm getting the much deserved care from Tae? I love Tae but not the love I had with Hobi. Will I ever find answers? Does Hobi still think of me? Where will my heart go?

I laid on the couch closing my eyes, pondering on whether to go for a walk alone or enjoy a ride to the mall and shop for shoes, since we never got the chance to. I decided to go for a quick drive to the mall to shop for some shoe,s in hopes to relieve my stressful mind. I took a quick shower changed into a pair of light blue jeans and a beige blouse and put on a pair of sneakers. I head out the elevator and made my way down to the Uber got in a drove. 

After 25 minutes I walk into the mall and stop by the shoe store. There were so many to chose from and I didn't know where to start. Whenever I went shoe shopping with Hobi he used to freak out and run all across the store and pick out any shoes or heels and make me try them on, hoping that they'll fit me. Most of time they did and I always liked what he picked. I used to laugh at how cute and silly he was when he wanted to make me happy. But him being the sweet and energetic man he was, he always made me happy and I loved him because of it. I snap out of that memory and focused on the shoes I was looking at. 

I hear a deep voice next to me "Can I help you?"

I turn my head to see Tae, smiling gently at me "Oh hey! I didn't know you would be here" I say out of surprise

"I wanted to get you the pair of shoes you wanted a few weeks ago so I dropped by. I didn't think I would bump into you here" He laugh, pushing his hair back slightly.

"Oh really? I mean, you don't have to. But I do appreciate it" I say saying pushing my hair back "I just wanted to have some alone time by shopping for some shoes"

"Since I'm the one with the foot fetish I guess I can help you with trying them on then?" He laughs and pokes me on the arm, playfully.

"Sure! Thank you!" I sit down on the chair and I point at the shoes that I wanted to try. He gets them from the shelf and kneels down and puts them on. 

"Daebak! A perfect fit!" Tae says gleefully

"It is, isn't it?" I smile back at him

"So far I like this one...it matches your beautiful eyes" He looks up at me, staring into my eyes. I blush a little and pat him on the head. "Thank you...I'm flattered" I say covering my blushing red face.

"Lets try another one" I was about to tell him no but he was already up and searches the other side. He comes back with a set of  silver high heels and kneels down again and helps me put them on. "It seems that this one is a perfect fit too." He says