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I'm tired

After Bryce parked the car in front of his house he told the girls to get in, except me. He wants to 'talk'. He'll probably 'talk' with his hands.

All I do is stare out of the window so I won't face him. All of a sudden he grabs me by my hair and pulls me out of the car.

"Let me go!" I scream while trying to get his hands off me. Of course he's way too strong for me. Again he's causing me a lot of pain.

He pushes me against his car and pushes his body against mine. There's no way out. Well shit. I'm going to die. He seems more angry than ever. This time I really pushed his limits.

It's not like I did something wrong. All I did was telling the truth. He just has a lot of anger issues. As a kid they teach you to be honest but at the end it'll be better if you lie. Because of the truth I'm going to get beat up.

Thank you very much, truth.

"Listen, you don't talk like that to me." He tries to say calm but he fails. His hand is still holding tightly onto my hair and ready to pull it if needed.

He sure as hell is not afraid to hurt me. I think he even enjoys it. I wish I could beat his ass just like he does to me all of the time. Sadly I can't.

"Too bad I did." I smirk so I can hide the pain he's causing me. Showing my pain to him is not an option.

"If you keep acting like this I'll fucking kill you!" He lost his patience. What he doesn't know is that I would love to be death.

"That's all I'm asking for." I whisper. I'm going to drive him crazy. I know he won't kill me. We both know he needs me. I'm worth a lot of money and he can't just kill me. Without me he'll loose all that money. Nobody would want that.

He pulls my face closer to his by pulling my hair once again. It's hard to stay standing on my high heels since he's pulling my hair this hard. He wraps his other hand around my throat.

"I would love to help you with that." He whispers against my lips. At moments like this he makes me feel like shit. I'm hopeless and he's making that feeling grow everyday again and again.

I know I'm just a piece of shit who's only good for sex, but he doesn't have to rub it into my face like this. It's killing me. Correction, he's killing me. He's killing the human being who's left inside of me.

He has already took everything away from me. Everything. It's all gone. All the good is gone to make space for all the bad.

"When are you going to learn to keep that big mouth of yours shut?" He hisses and pushes me closer against the car. I can feel the cold metal of the car pressing against my even colder skin.

He squeezes my troath one time, hard enough to make breathing hard for me. He does it again. This time he doesn't let go. Breathing is even harder now. My heart is pounding so hard I can hear it. I'm afraid Bryce can hear it too.

My lungs are screaming for air but it can't get in since Bryce has his hands around my throat. I'm barely breathing. Finally he lets go, waiting for me to answer his question.

First I take a deep breath. My chest is raising heavily up and down. "When you.. learn to use things instead of people, not the other way around." I whisper. I don't think he wants to hear this but he asked for it. I just gave him an honest answer on his question. That's all.

Just like I expected he starts laughing at me. I don't know why he thinks this is funny. The truth isn't funny. It's painful. He doesn't even get it. That's the worst part of all.

It's not like I expect him to get it. Boys like him don't know how it's like to be treaten this way. To feel like total shit and want to make an end because you had enough. Because that's how I feel.

"What's so funny?" I ask, trying to figure out why he's still laughing. The amused smirk on his lips makes me sick. It's hard to believe there are sick minded people like Bryce and Alex.

"You." Then all of a sudden he lets me go. I'm confused. First he gets mad at me and wants to beat me to death and now he's laughing like a fucking hyena.

I think he's high. He's always acting this weird when he's on crack. How much more do I have to survive this hell until it's finally over? I'm so done with his shit.

Him being on crack explains everything. With raised eyebrows I push him out of my way and walk to the door. Hopefuly he'll finally leave me alone. If he wants to play his sick minded games he has to go to Molly, Kylie or Tiffany.

When I made my way in the house I walk straight up to the stairs, making my way to my bedroom. When I made it to my bedroom I close the door behind. For a short moment I close my eyes. After I opened my eyes again I walk to the mirror.

I wasn’t kidding when I said I looked like shit. Even shit looks better than I do. It doesn’t matter. I’m the only one who can see myself. Beside that, it’s time to go to bed.

I'm tired. I'm so god damn tired. Tired of everyone and everything. Mentally and physically.

A deep sigh escapes my lips while I'm getting ready to go to bed. After I'm done I finally let myself fall into my bed.

It's going to be long night because I already know I won't fall asleep. I'm placing my head on the cold spot of my pillow and close my eyes.

Okay, here I go. Try number one. After a few minutes my thoughts start spinning like crazy. I start thinking about everything without even wanting it

Have you ever laid on your bed at night and cried because you're not good enough? Counted all your flaws and felt worse about yourself, and just felt too ugly and alone

Because I do. But I don't cry anymore. Not that fast. I'm numb. When you have felt so much pain in your life you'll reach the limit and won't feel the pain anymore. You'll become numb. Just like I did. I hid my deepest feelings so well I forgot where I placed them.

I've been laying in bed for hours while I'm thinking about everything in life. Especially about one person. That person is the only one who left me behind with good memories.

With a sad smile around my lips I fall asleep while the sun is slowly coming up.

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