who you want

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I cried over leaving school for the summer in the 5th grade.

Everyone thought I was an alien because I was going to miss my only escape from the crazy world I lived in.

So I didn't care and I keept up the I love school because it was something that was me.

Then I got tierd of it. I became who you wanted me to be, I became an actual teenager.

The teenager who locked them selves away from the crazy world they lived in

Who took themselves out of the equation if they felt it was better for the other person.

Even if it hurt them I became who you wanted me to be

I started dipping school and letting my grades slip because thats what you exspected me to do

I started to smoke because 'it was cool'

I became who you wanted me to be the rebel who hated there lives

The one who was always happy even if they wernt

The one who put eveyone in front of them selves because they wernt worth it

The one who took the fault because nobody but them diserved the shit they got.

Well that person is done

Being the one you want them to be

Being the one who doesnt care

The one whos always happy

The one thats alway there

The person you want me to be is gone with the wind of the past that I wish i could have.

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