I cried over leaving school for the summer in the 5th grade.
Everyone thought I was an alien because I was going to miss my only escape from the crazy world I lived in.
So I didn't care and I keept up the I love school because it was something that was me.
Then I got tierd of it. I became who you wanted me to be, I became an actual teenager.
The teenager who locked them selves away from the crazy world they lived in
Who took themselves out of the equation if they felt it was better for the other person.
Even if it hurt them I became who you wanted me to be
I started dipping school and letting my grades slip because thats what you exspected me to do
I started to smoke because 'it was cool'
I became who you wanted me to be the rebel who hated there lives
The one who was always happy even if they wernt
The one who put eveyone in front of them selves because they wernt worth it
The one who took the fault because nobody but them diserved the shit they got.
Well that person is done
Being the one you want them to be
Being the one who doesnt care
The one whos always happy
The one thats alway there
The person you want me to be is gone with the wind of the past that I wish i could have.
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Beyond The Curtains (Under Editing)
PoetryDeprresion stifffffff Could be triggering for people who cant Handel hard topics