One Time

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by hellsingnerd

by hellsingnerd

One time I found you.

I found you in a corner... A dark one at that.
You seemed sad. I really liked to help people.
But I didnt know what I really found It was something I could never escape.

No one knew... They still dont know

One time it found me.
Lead me into its trap... I didnt even know.
Help. Help. Help.
Thats all I thought about

Not the brusies.

Not the words

Not my health

Not even myself

One time, you were all that matterd. Fuck everyone else.
I thought I found a way but you never went a way.

I needed away from it.

One time I wanted away one day and I couldnt because of your grip on my neck.
I couldnt breath. I grasped your wrist trying to get a breath in
I weakly said your name...

Babe
Baby
Please...

You were brought back to reality and threw me crying.
Throwing profanities left and right. Then falling to your knees.
Saying 'baby im so sorry'

You wernt though
Far from it at that

One time they saw...
I blamed it on rough housing with a friend
They took it and we forgot all about it.

I forgot about it

One time I left you back in the dark corner where I found you.
Broken and batterd I closed my eyes and turned away from you
Your memmory still huants me...

One time you were all I was

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Name was kept away for a reason...
All the loves my peeps
If this is happining to you speak up because you
You are definitly worth saving and definitely do not diserve that.