I started eating less because of you both
You told me I was fatHe told me I was lazy
So I stopped dressing in sweat pants
I stopped dressing in the boys section and danced for four hours a day just to be "skinny"He told me I was a slob
So I stopped eating finger foods with my Hands and used silverwear
I showerd everyday because I stinkHe told me not to come home after eight
So I stayed out with my mom most nightsHe told me I never come home
So I came home at six and sevenWhen I came home at three she told me "whoa your home early your moms not enough for you"
I took offence but I stayed Nice and didnt eat dinner
She told me "you are never home so I dont count you for dinner"
I cried but I stayed NiceShe Hurt me and he Hurt me
But here I am next to you both like I am not hurt because I love you dad and you love her so I'll play Nicebut know I have a breaking point
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Beyond The Curtains (Under Editing)
PoesiaDeprresion stifffffff Could be triggering for people who cant Handel hard topics