Jennie and the others can see that Jisoo is really trying hard to see you once again. They felt really bad but didn't know what to do. She knocks at the door of your room but you never opened it nor did you reply to her call.
"Y/N, please open up. I need to see you. Please!" Jisoo was pleading.
Still no response from you. You just sat by your bed, with your knees tucked and hands behind your head pulling it towards your knees. You wanted to cry, wanted to run and wanted to die.
"Why? Why do you want to see me? You can't just tell me right now that you hate me? That you dispise me? Why must you make me a fool and betray me?" You thought to yourself.
"Y/N, please." Once again Jisoo pleads
Jisoo soon started to slide down your door, not wanting to move from it. Jennie decides to go to Jisoo to calm her down for a bit. Once she got close enough, she bends down and places her hands on Jisoo's shoulder.
"Come, let him be for a while. He'll come out to see you sooner or later." Jennie was trying her best to get Jisoo to calm down and let you have some space.
"No, I'm not moving. I won't move until I see him." Jisoo was persistent.
Jennie decided to leave her be turning back to the other two. She looked back at Jisoo once more before walking back to the living room. Jennie thought Jisoo was going to give up soon, but Jisoo never moved. She never ate and drink anything. All she did was pleaded for you to come out. It had been 3 days straight and Jisoo was looking weak. Jennie was about to take action until the door to your room started to open. Jisoo looked up and you looked down at her.
"Go eat and drink, we can discuss the matter tomorrow." You told her with a cold tone.
Jisoo just shook her head and jump up to hug you. She tried her best to explain what was going on but couldn't seem to find the right words anymore. She was too weak to think and speak.
"I-I... it was.... I'm so sor—.... please..."
"Eat and drink first then rest up. Like I said we'll talk tomorrow. At this state you can't even say what you even want." You again told her with a cold tone.
Jisoo looked at you for a few seconds then looked down to the ground like if she admits defeat. Seeing her like that made your heart sank. You wanted to hold her and say that what ever had happen happened and that it doesn't matter anymore. But it did matter, it mattered a lot.
Jisoo of course ate, drank, shower and did every necessity she needed. Once after she was done she wanted to talk to you then and there, but again she reminded her.
"Go get some rest, we'll discuss it tomorrow. I'll listen no matter what."
She complied and headed to bed. You just looked at her wanting to hold her tight but you couldn't dare to. Jennie looked at you and you looked back at her.
"What happened between the two of you?" Jennie asked.
"Nothing, nothing important." You obviously lied
"Really? Stop lying. Mind telling me?" Jennie asked once more. This time she had her cute baby face on. Shrugging it off you replied back to her.
"I actually do mind."
"Aish, but thank you Y/N." Jennie thanked you out of no where.
"What for?" You asked being verging curious.
"Well, for caring enough and opening the door so Jisoo could move out of the spot. Had you not... I think she might have been in the hospital for malnutrition or starvation." She explain.
"It's nothing, I am but a measly guard."
"But your our guard." Jennie emphasized.
You just looked at her and headed to your room again.
The next day...
It was a weekend so the girls went out to shop. As for Jisoo and you, y'all stayed back so you could listen to her story. Both of you were sitting on the couch next to each other. You sat on one side as she sat on the other, but the two of you gave some space in between each other at that. It was quiet and no one wanted to speak.
"So what is it you wanted to talk to me about?" You broke the silence.
Jisoo was hesitant to speak but did anyways.
"It's about that day. The day you saw me with that guy." Jisoo started.
"And? What is it about you and your boyfriend Ms. Jisoo?" You were trying to be a guard again not putting emotions first.
"He isn't my boyfriend!" Jisoo snapped and jumped up.
You were shooked and stared at her. Then Jisoo calmed down a bit and sat back down.
"Then why were you kissing him? Even though you knew how much I liked you." You asked
"It wasn't my fault, he just kissed me and I couldn't move. Dad had always tried to make an arranged marriage and—" Jisoo was interrupted.
"Why couldn't you move? Why couldn't you just run the other way and called me? You had your phone. You knew the way home. It isn't cause you couldn't move it's cause you wouldn't move." You snapped
Jisoo was looking at you with wide eyes. You can see that tears were threatening to fall. You had failed to control your emotions. You just looked at her for a bit then looked away. Realizing what you had said you quickly stood up. Jisoo didn't want you to leave and tried to grab your wrist but failed. You stopped and turned to her.
"Just tell me you don't want to ever see me again"
Then you walked away. Jisoo was devastated, and went to her room to cry. Soon Jennie, Lisa and Rosé came back home to a crying Jisoo. They comforted her and bought her some food so she would stop crying. They could see that Jisoo had really fallen for Y/N and didn't want her to cry.
"There there Jisoo-unnie, it's going to be ok. He'll understand sooner or later." Lisa said as he was patting her back.
"Come on, just eat a little and get some rest. Its not good for if you cry too much." Rosé joined.
The three were trying heir best to calm Jisoo down and Jennie realized something. There was only 4 people in this house.
"Where's Y/N?" Jennie asked.
Everyone just shrugged and went back to comforting Jisoo. By bed time everyone was asleep. Jisoo was still awake so she went to your room. Your room was clean and organized. It was so organized you would have thought it was an office rather than a bedroom. Jisoo just lied on the bed for a while and curled up. Your scent was on the bed and Jisoo was smelling the aroma that the sheets gave. Then a sudden buzz came from the desk. Apparently you had left your phone there before heading out to god knows where.
Jisoo being curious, went over to check it out. Your phone didn't have a password so it was easy to get in. Since you had two phones, the work phone was more important. After unlocking the phone she read the message.'Hey Y/N, let's have some fun shall we? How about coming with us back to our place and we'll continue where we left off a year ago. I'll make sure you remember what it feels like to be miserable. Oh, and if you don't comply; then I'll make you. I know where both you and that girl of yours stay. I will take her and do the same to her as I did to Ana. Come by yourself if you don't want her or her friends killed. You have less than 24 hours to respond, if not I'm raiding the house weather your there or not. You better not say anything to anyone too or you will regret it.'
After reading it, Jisoo ran to the front door to look for you. As she opened the door she jumped and a hand came straight at her. Jisoo quickly closed her eyes and a strange voice spoke.
So sorry guys I have been mia for a bit. I was catching up on sleep and everything. Hope this makes up for the late update. Love you guys oh so much🖤🖤🖤
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