Trigger warning! If you get triggered when reading things about suicide leave this fan fiction now.
"No!" Josh shouted at thin air.
"It's ok I can help you make another if you want" I said trying to make him feel better. He walked back to the elevator and I rushed quickly towards it as well. This time I just shut my eyes and clenched my fists as we went down.
"You... you can go now..." Josh said gesturing for me to go.
"But... my cars gone and I wanna help you" I replied backing away from him
"You've seen enough... go!" He said louder than before
"No!"
"Go"
"I'm staying here!"
"GO! NOW!" Shouted Josh "LEAVE"
I ran away until I got out the forest and sulked miserably... Well I better get home... I thought
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When I got home (3rd floor in a flat) I walked into the dining room and there stood Dad with a new girlfriend... probably from page 3 of the sun. "Daniel! Where 'ave you been boy?" Dad shouted pointing at me.
"My name isnt Daniel and the cops took my car" I replied slouching down on the couch
"WHAT! DO YOU KNOW 'OW MUCH I PAID FOR DAT CAR!?" Shouted Dad once again
"You didn't buy it! It was me! I shouted back, I was sick of my dad always blaming things on me, making himself look better and NOT EVEN KNOWING MY NAME!
"Who is this?" Asked the page 3 girl in a too short mini skirt and tank top.
"Oh it's just Daniel my adopted son" replied dad
"I AM NOT ADOPTED IM SICK OF YOU ALL OF YOU, WHEN MUM DIED YOU STARTED ON DRUGS AGAIN STARTED TO STAY OUT LATE WHEN I WAS ELEVEN! AN ELEVEN YEAR OLD" I screamed at him and ran upstairs...
I was at the edge. I said that all the time. But really. I WAS at the edge. I was sick of it. No one cares. Would any one care if I was gone. Probably not. But I was at edge. And by the edge I meant at the edge of a chat ready to jump and feel the rope end me. End my misery forever. I was going to do it. No more self harming. No more being depressed. No more Dad. No more grieving. No. More. Me.
I counted down in my head.
1...
Should I?
2...
Or should I carry on in this mean world?
3...
...
Goodbye world...
I jumped.
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Holding On to You | Twenty Øne Piløts
FanfictionTyler leaves his home in hope to not be homeless but instead he meets Josh Dun who grows to be his best friend and partner in music, read for more! Not completed yet!!! I update like 4 days a week! (Hopefully)
