It was nighttime and Josh and I were in the treehouse, it was cold. Very cold. But I had a blanket and my pj's to stay warm. The night sky was clear and every star stood out like black against white.
I climbed on my hammock and stared at the sky and images of Josh, the forest, the treehouse and my music. I might of actually found my happy place. Finally...
"Night Tyjo!" Mumbled josh
"Tyjo?"
"Yeah I just came up with it" he replied
"Oh ok, night Jish"
"Night bean" josh chuckled
"Night SMOL bean" I said laughing
"You win anyway see you in the morning"
"See you in the morning..." I said.
Visions of me and Josh, the forest, the treehouse erupted in my mind, I think I had finally found a place to call home.
The Night...
Red.
That's all I could see.
I was sweating.
Crying all most.
My mind was full of...
My dad.
Zack my brother.
My suicide attempt.
Self-harming.
My mum.
My existence.
I woke up screaming.
"Tyler! What the heck are you ok?" Josh said startled.
"No!" I said choking on my tears.
"What's wrong?" Josh asked me now stood next to my hammock, "are you alright?"
"I don't know!" I mumbled gasping for breath "it- it- its blurryface"
"Blurry-whoo?"
"Never mind..." I whispered turning over and facing the wooden wall, "you wouldn't understand..."
"I might not understand but I'll try too!" He explained
I turned back round facing him and sighed, wiping tears away with my thumb.
"Well?" He asked
Is this chapter short or is it just me being a fan girl, soft emo, fricking idiot? Yeah probably that...
Anyway! I finally updated!!! But I'm not getting that many reads so I'm kinda thinking if I should stop the story... I dunno I might leave it a bit longer... anyway! Enjoy the next chapter!!!!!
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Holding On to You | Twenty Øne Piløts
FanficTyler leaves his home in hope to not be homeless but instead he meets Josh Dun who grows to be his best friend and partner in music, read for more! Not completed yet!!! I update like 4 days a week! (Hopefully)
