6. Gifts To Keep Me Warm

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by 3LUS3M

by 3LUS3M

I remember the happier times
Buying me gift to keep me warm
You bought me everything I wanted
But I couldn't get your love for free
Your affections were
Saved for someone else,
Somebody special to you

I was a trial and error,
A test dummy
For all mistakes,
You've made over the years
We've been together
You had me wondering what I did
Like a small child to make you hate me so much
I always wondered
Why I came last in
Your eyes every time

A change of heart,
You would go back
To treating me kind again
Buying gifts of happiness,
Pretending you did nothing wrong
And I just had to accept it
That you were the one providing
And I was just a naïve little boy
Who no one would believe his story
And would think he was crazed