(GirlxGirl) Recognition of a lovestruck heart.

Chapter 10

Hey guys!!! It's been so long I know!!! I have been crazy hectic with school and rowing and my gf so I've kinda totally forgotten about this lil old thing ;) hahahaa just kidding here's another chapter it probably won't make sense, I haven't edited it and don't plan on doing so because it will probably confuse me since I have not been on so long and cannot remember most of the storyline *Innocent face* I sowwy :D Hope you enjoy please

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The slap echoed throughout the house and everything went quiet. Even Journey seemed to understand the importance of the situation because he had stopped giggling.

Elly stood in front of me holding her cheek. She had a mixture of emotions on her face; Anger, confusion, regret and hurt.

The last one was like a kick to the heart. I've come to realise I don't like seeing her hurt. But I can't change that at the moment, I'm hurting as well.

I feel like a caged bird and I hate it, my heart is moving a thousand miles per hour and my breathes are coming out in short pants. "Leave." I finally manage to say in a deadly tone.

Regret swarms her face now. "Look Ry--" I cut her off.

"I said leave." My voice is calm deadly calm. Like the calm before a storm.

We have another staring contest. It lasts for forever before she pulls away with a defeated sigh. "Okay, but I really am sorr-"

I snarl at her. "Save it." I then point to the door. She takes the hint and leaves.

When I hear the door shut it's like everything inside me collapsed I fell to the ground next to the counter. I did not cry.

I was at that point, you know the one where you are so emotionally drained that you can't even cry. It's like you're one of those Russian dolls, the ones that all sit inside each other, the only thing is you're missing everything inside you so you're just a hollow wooden doll.

I sit on the floor for god knows how long until mum gets back. She takes one look at me and knows. It's a mum thing.

She takes Journey out somewhere, I don't know where because I wasn't really listening. It's okay though because I trust her with Journey.....kinda.

After a while of sitting on the floor I get up and head for the one place in the house I have been in for a while, say three years. The liquor cabinet.

Now before you go off about me harming Journey by drinking while I was pregnant this was three years ago. Before everything....so calm your tits.

I take out a bottle of homebrew, tequila and vodka. I grab a glass from the kitchen and then go into my room where I start with the homebrew.

I skull that back because its not even half full and then move onto the vodka.

I run downstairs not even slightly tipsy to grab some orange juice and sprite. The first few glasses I have are mixed until I can't be fucked mixing so I just go from the bottle. The vodka burns my throat as it goes down and then fizzles like a furness in my stomach.

"To getting wasted!" I scream to no one. The rest of the day basically goes like that until my phone goes off.

It's Jesse. I press ignore but get a great idea. I go through all my contacts until I find her. I text her saying...

You want to come over??

I take a swig of my bottle while I wait. A couple minutes later she replies...

Where the hell have you been? And are you crazy I'm in school?!?

I smirk. She didn't say no. I text back...

Come on...have a lil fun. :DI'll make it worth your while ;)

Her reply is almost instant...

Whatkindafun??

I smirk again. This will definitely be fun...

Thedrunksexkind ;)

I stand up and go pee. When I get back I have a message.

I'monmyway ;)

I'm fully grinning now. I go back to the liquor cabinet and grab another bottle of José. He's my best friend and I'm definitely drinking him tonight.

It takes me a while to get up the stairs because I keep tripping on the steps but I manage. And then when I'm upstairs the door thingy rings. Hehe thingy..

I dance down the stairs while giggling and drinking its kind of a cyclical process. Giggle drink, giggle, drink and so on and so forth.

"Hello." I squeal to my guest as soon as I see her. I wrap my arms around her in welcoming but end up leaning on her for support. "Hey yoouuu...." I whisper in her ear.

She smiles widely at me. "This is gonna be fun." She says before leading me back upstairs.

"Which one is your room?" She asks. I point to it and she leads me in still holding my hand.

"Wow! Looks like the party has already started." I grin at her and pass her the tequila.

Four hours later....

"You know you are so nice to me but I am always cruel to you." I look at my guests blurry figure and giggle. "You're moving too fast. I can't see you."

I think she smiles, its hard to tell. "You are so pretty Ryan. I love your green eyes, they look like trees." She starts giggling and I soon join in. Hehe she is so funny.

"Ryan!" I look around trying to find out who called my name. It must of been a ghost. Oh my gosh!!

"Is that a ghost?" My guest giggles but shakes her head.

"It's your mum silly." She then points to the phone in my hand. Oh.

"Heyyy Mumma."

I hear mum sigh down the other end of the phone. "Ryan, honestly I don't want to know what you are doing at the moment. Me and Journey are staying at mums house for the night. I figured you could use some space. Love you g'night and please try not to kill yourself."

"Kk byyyyeee mum. Love you!!!!" I say into the before hanging up with a grin on my face.

"We have the house all to ourselves." My guest matches my grin.

"Let's have some real fun then."

I focus on my new friend pushing everything from my head, my feelings, emotions and most of all Elly....