Love Is All I Need // P.JM ✔ [EDITING]

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You decided to come to school today because you thought that you missed a lot of lessons already so you took a shower and wore your uniform. You wore a sweater to cover the cuts and grabbed your bag and walked to school.

-At School-

"Y/N!"

You froze on your spot. You closed your eyes and took a deep breath.

"Hey, Jimin." You turned around facing him, acting normally.

Oh how you hated this.

"So you came to school today." He said with a little smile.

"Yeah." You closed your locker and walked away.

"Y/N," you stopped.

"You still haven't told me why you have been crying yesterday." You closed your eyes.

You wanted to escape this.

"Don't worry about that." You slightly turned your body to him and gave him a reassuring smile. You turn back to face in front of you and your face immediately changed to a hurt expression.

-Skip To Dismissal-

"Class dismissed." The teacher said then waited for everyone to go out until you were the only one left in the classroom. You sat down on your table and looked outside. You sighed.

"Y/N," you looked over where the voice came from. You saw Jimin standing on the the door way.

"Jimin?" You got off of your table and looked at him.

"Why did you smiled earlier when you said to not worry about that?" He walked closer to you.

"Is it wrong to smile?" You said letting out a small laugh.

"Y/N, I know something is wrong and  I'm worried about you." Your eyes widen a bit.

"Worry? Why would you be worry about me?"

"Y/N, you're faking your feelings." He was right.

"Yeah, so?" You said smiling like everything is okay. You didn't care about anything anymore.

"Every single smile you give to people is fake." You still kept your smile on, your tears almost showing.

I fake for not to be judged.

"Y/N, tell me why you're doing this." Your smile suddenly turned into a painful one when the tears started to show up.

"You don't need to know."

"Y/N, tell me." You avoided him.

"Jimin, I have to go." You quickly grabbed your bag and tried to walk away but he grabbed your arm.

"Why are you avoiding my questions?" You couldn't take the pressure. You turn your face to him and when he saw he was shocked, you were crying and your face showed pain. You showed him your real side. You didn't know what to answer to his questions and it was pressuring you. Even you didn't know why you're like this.

You suddenly ran away leaving Jimin standing there. You ran home crying, and bumped to a few people because you couldn't see clearly because of your teary eyes.

Help me

I want to escape this

I'm drowning

Somebody please

Help Me

Your thoughts were going wild. When you arrived at your house you entered it and ran straight up to your bedroom. You fell on to the ground, your head resting on the edge of the bed, (A/N like the gif at the top) you cried harder.

You stood up and changed your clothes. You grabbed the container and took 2 pills. You swallowed it with water following. You wanted to sleep, a long one.

Before you knew it, you fell asleep with tears still running down your face.