Love Is All I Need // P.JM ✔ [EDITING]

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You didn't come to school the next day and your arm was dripping with blood. You thought that you should clean up so you did. You let the water touch your arm and it stung you. You cleaned the floor and changed the sheets that had droplets of your blood. After you cleaned the blood on the floor and changed the sheets you felt something wet on your arm. You looked at it and it was bleeding again.

"I think I made it too deep." You said but then denied it. You even thought that it wasn't even deep enough. You washed your arm again and this time you put a bandage around it.

-Next Day-

You didn't come to school again. You thought that maybe they were worried why you haven't been coming to school but who would even bother to worry about you?

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You haven't been coming to school for 4 days and your arm was starting to heal but that only means that you're going to make more new ones again. While you were looking at your almost-fully-healed cuts your phone suddenly rang.

You looked at the caller ID and it showed Jimin. You wanted to answer it but the scene in the rain replayed in your mind making you put the phone back down and ignored the ringing.

Jimin's P.O.V

I've been calling her for so many times yet she still didn't answer. What's up with her?

"Jimin~" Jennie called for me from behind.

"Yes?" She approached me and hugged me from the back.

"Let's cuddle."

"Jennie, later. I'm going to Y/N's house." I said getting up, she then pouted.

"Why?~" I turned around.

"She hasn't been answering my calls and she hasn't been coming to school either." I explained and removed her hands off me.

"Maybe she's just doing something."

"No no, what could she have been doing for the past 4 days?"

"I don't know, so let's just forget about her and cuddle." She said and leaned in to kiss me but I pushed her lightly.

"Yah she's my friend. I can't just forget about her." I said pissed.

She whined.

"I'll be back later." I said then went to Y/N's house, leaving Jennie.

I walked to her house and after a few minutes I arrived. I pressed the doorbell waiting for her to answer. She didn't open the door then I pressed it a few more times and she still didn't answer. Then I knocked on her door.

"Y/N?" I called but still no answer. I tried opening the door and I was shocked that it wasn't locked so I entered her house.

I called her name again and went up to her bedroom. I opened the door a little, peeking inside. There I saw her laying on the bed. I couldn't see her face since her back was facing me. I quietly entered her bedroom and approached her. She was asleep. I touched her forehead and she didn't seem to have a fever so why she hasn't been coming to school?

As I was checking her something caught my attention. Her arm looked like it had been scratched or something. I looked closely but she suddenly moved and hugged the pillow that was beside her. She looked so fragile, like just one hit she will shatter. Then I remembered the day when she cried in front of me and told me her story.

It hurt when I remembered that.

"Jimin?" She said in a faint voice.

"Oh, Y/N." She sat down looking down at her lap.

"Since when did you get here?" She said in a sleepy voice and rubbing her eyes.

"Well I thought of going to your house since you haven't been coming to school and you haven't been answering my calls either." I explained.

She looked at me and I was shocked to see her puffy eyes.

"Y/N, have you been crying?" I asked then she looked away.

"What If I was."

"Y/N, tell me." She stayed silent.

"You don't have to know." She quietly said, almost like a whisper.

"Y/N, stop being so stubborn-"

"Jimin, I'm tired. You should go back." She cuts me off and laid down again, her back facing me.

"Y/N, at least tell me before I go." I said. I was really concerned.

"Jimin, please leave." She said softly.

I didn't talked back anymore and left her house. I wonder what's going on with her.

End of Jimin's P.O.V

Why did he even come here?

Why?

It hurts

It hurts when I see him.

When I see him he only reminds me the scene when Jennie and him kissed

He gave me hope when I was slowly losing it, but he only made it worse

"I hate this." You said through sobs.

"I hate this so much." You gripped your pillow tightly. You stood up and went to the bathroom. You opened the cabinet and searched for something. When you found it you went back to the bed.

"At least this will help me a bit." You opened the container and took 1 pill. You swallowed it followed by a glass of water that was just sitting there on the table beside the bed.

You were slowly getting sleepy then before you knew it you were already sleeping.