You were waiting at the train station for your brother and you sat there patiently and excited. You haven't seen him in years and he was always there for you when both of you were just kids.
Finally the train stopped in front of you. The door opened and lots of people exit the train. You scanned the people, searching for your brother.
"JIN!!!" You ran up to him and jump on him, wrapping your legs around him as you hug him tight.
"Long time no see." He said hugging you back.
"I missed you!" Your words were muffled because your face was buried in his chest.
"Me too." He breaks the hug.
"So where are you staying?" You asked.
"You live in a house right?" You nodded.
"Well I was thinking that I could live with you." You smiled widely and jumped a little.
"Yes!" You exclaimed.
"Then it's settled." He smiled then both of you went to your house. You entered the house then you lead him to his new room, you left him to fix his stuff and you went back to your own room.
You sat on your bed, crossing your legs and stare outside your window. It was getting dark. So as your mind.
You didn't want to get the thoughts again so you shook your head, avoiding the demons in your head. You knew that this won't work so you decided to go outside.
"Jin! I'm going out for a bit!" You yelled.
"Okay!" He replied in his room.
You wore your hoodie and went outside. It was cold. There weren't many people at that time and everything was so peaceful. While walking you ended up at the park. The park was empty and you were the only one who was there. You sat on the swing and looked up at the sky. The stars were shining brightly in the night sky.
"So pretty..." You looked back down and you froze when you saw Jimin in front of you. Both of you stared at each other for a moment.
"Jimin," you said once you snapped back to reality. He slowly walked closer towards you and you wanted to back up but you were sitting on one of the swings. He stopped once he was towering above you making you look up to face him.
"Jimin, you're too close." He didn't speak nor anything but kept his straight face. He stared at your face and he would turn his gaze at your lips then back to your eyes. You didn't know what to do or say so you just pushed him gently, making space between you two. When you were about to move your hand away he catched your wrist.
"What are you doing?" You asked but he stayed silent.
"I'm sorry." You were shocked and confused by his sudden apology.
"Why?" You asked softly.
"I'm sorry that I didn't know that I was hurting you." Your eyes widen.
"You don't have to say sorry." He gave you a 'why?' look.
"I'm used to getting hurt." You confessed while smiling a bit. You removed his hand on your wrist and stood up.
"Well I'll be going now." You said and walked pass by him.
"You know, Y/N." You stopped walking.
"I kinda like you."
At this moment you should be feeling happy but instead your heart was aching again.
"Don't be ridiculous." You turned around, laughing a little off the pain.
"I'm not joking." Your face slowly turned into a sad smile.
"Even if you were not joking I would still take it as a joke." You were about to turn around again and walk away but you got pulled by him. You felt his chest on your back.
"Tell me, why would you take that as a joke." He said lowly sending you chills down your spine.
"Because I believe that no one will ever like a girl like me."
"And why do you think that?"
"Because I am not beautiful, I'm not enough for people, I'm not skinny, I don't have nice things, I'm broke, I'm boring-" you got cut off when he swiftly turned you around and hugged you. He didn't say anything but kept hugging you. It felt so good to be hugged again. His warmth and his arms around you was so relaxing. You wrapped your arms around him and fist his back. You loved hugs ever since you were just a little kid. You wanted to cry because him hugging you is something that you have been craving for a while now.
"It's okay to cry." He said quietly and with that you cried on his chest then you felt him caress your head.
You cried on his chest while he listened to your cries and caressing your hair. After some time, you calmed down and you were tired. Jimin noticed that you were tired so he carried you on his back and walked to your house while you sleep on his back.
Once he reached in front of your house he entered it and went upstairs to your room.
He laid you down slowly and pulled the sheets up, he stared at your face and remembered the words you said.
"Because I am not beautiful, I'm not enough for people, I'm not skinny, I don't have nice things, I'm broke, I'm boring."
"You know, Y/N." He caressed your face.
"Every hurtful word that you say about yourself." He bends his knees and his face now on the same level as yours.
"Hurts me too." He crosses his arms and resting it on his knees. He stared at your face then leaned in to kiss your forehead.
"I'm sorry." He lowered his head.
"I'm sorry that I'm the reason why you're hurting." He felt guilty.
He felt guilty about you and he felt like cheating on Jennie. He stood up and went to the door. He turned his head to the side making him see you sleep on the corner of his eye.
"Sleep well, Y/N." He turned his head back in front of him and exit the room.
(Jin was too busy sleeping :b)
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Love Is All I Need // P.JM ✔ [EDITING]
FanfictionKim Y/N, a bright girl and always wear a smile, but if only people knew what is behind that smile. (was a) SHORT STORY (meaning the first few chapters are vvvvv short) Highest Ranking: #1 - suicidalthoughts