"J-Jimin?" You were embarrassed by his actions and you're sure your face and ears were red.
"Y/N be honest with me."
"Have you been faking this whole time?"
Your eyes widen at his question.
"What do you mean?"
"Have you been hiding your sadness all this time?" He left you speechless.
"Jimin I.. I..." Now that your mask has faded, and your true self is exposed to him. You couldn't explain. You didn't know what to say. Jimin sat back up and turn his body towards you. He stares at you waiting for your answer. You still couldn't speak and tears started to brim in your eyes, you looked down.
"Looks like you've found the other side of me." You said lifting your head up while forcing a smile, but it wasn't a smile that is full of joy. Instead it was a smile full of pain.
"The side of me that's dark and messed up." You sniffed.
"Y/N."
"You're the first person who ever saw this side of me." You still kept your smile on your face, tears continued to roll down your face. You lowered your head again, not wanting him to see your crying state anymore.
"Why?" His voice was full of worry.
"I don't know, Jimin... I don't know." You sobbed.
"I just wanted to be loved and appreciated by people but I guess I'm just.. not enough." You started to cry harder but you surpressed it.
"People told me that I'm not worth being loved because I don't deserve it." Jimin just listened to you while looking down.
"But I guess they were right..." He looked up at you.
"I'm just weak girl that is messed up in the head." You let out a chuckle of pain. Jimin couldn't stand it anymore and starts to tear up aswell. You lifted your head and saw a crying Jimin. You were shocked and you immediately felt bad.
"Jimin?" You leaned closer to him, about to comfort him but your mind said not to.
Don't do it
Don't touch him
He's going to be mad at you
You made him cry
You really wanted to comfort him so bad but your mind was holding you back. You battled your thoughts and finally leaned forward to him and cupped his cheeks.
"Jimin." You lifted his head up, meeting his slightly red eyes.
"You don't have to cry. I'm sorry for making you cry with my pitiful words." You wiped the tears from his face with your thumb and gave him a small smile.
"I'm sorry." You softly apologized again making him confused.
"Why?"
"I'm sorry that I made you cry with my pathetic story." When you were about to say something again Jimin pulled you into a hug.
"Jimin what are y-" you got cut off when he said..."You are worth loving."
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Love Is All I Need // P.JM ✔ [EDITING]
FanfictionKim Y/N, a bright girl and always wear a smile, but if only people knew what is behind that smile. (was a) SHORT STORY (meaning the first few chapters are vvvvv short) Highest Ranking: #1 - suicidalthoughts