Love Is All I Need // P.JM ✔ [EDITING]

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"Hey Y/N" you looked at him.

"I'm going to Maika's house"

"Oh.. okay" you simply said, hiding your true feelings. You looked at the time and it was almost 10 am.

You looked back to the tv. You heard the door open then close. You sighed and looked down. You looked at your arm.

Scars

You touched the scars admiring them. You remembered how your blood dripped, how the blade pierced your skin, and how Jimin saved you.

"How he saved me.." you said lowly.

"I miss you" you tried not to cry knowing it won't change anything.

"God why?" You sniffed.

You turned off the tv and went upstairs.

You got on the bed and covered yourself with the blanket covering you from head to toe. Hiding from reality.

"I hate this" you sat up and went to the bathroom locking the door behind you. You looked at yourself.

"Pathetic" you laughed at yourself.

"He's changing because of you" you pointed at yourself in the mirror.

"You didn't gave him enough" you smiled painfully.

"You"

"Are"

"Worth-"

"LESS!"

You backed up, when your back touched the wall you slid down to the floor.

"I wish..." You let the tears escape.

"I wish I was enough" you sniffed

"Mom.. dad" you sobbed.

"I want to be with you" you hugged your knees.

You cried on your knees. You thought of drinking...

F L A S H B A C K

"Promise eomma you will never drink?" She said to you.

"I will never drink never ever ever" you giggled then your mom hugged you.

E N D  O F  F L A S H B A C K

"I'm sorry mom" you apologized then you unlocked the door. You grabbed your coat and went outside.

You came back home with 2 bottles of alcohol. You removed it from the plastic and hid it in the fridge, you made sure that no one can find it except you.

...

8 PM

You went downstairs and went to the fridge to get your bottle of alcohol. You place it on the table and you sat on a chair. You opened one of the bottles, the smell immediately entered your lungs.