Love Is All I Need // P.JM ✔ [EDITING]

04

After both of you introduced each other both of you became friends which is something that you are not used to and that moment was one of the rarest things that happened in your entire life.

-Skip Time To Dismissal-

"Y/N? Y/N!" Jimin searched for you in the hallways since he couldn't find you. He checked your classroom but you weren't there, he searched for you everywhere then he finally found you at the rooftop. You were enjoying the cool wind blowing through your face, your eyes were closed and you were smiling a little. Jimin unknowingly stared at you. Your hair blowing through the wind, the purple yellow-ish sky, and you smiling. This made it look like time was slowing down for him. When you felt like you were being watched you looked at where he was standing. Jimin didn't notice he was still staring at you and was still lost in his thoughts.

"Jimin?" You let out a sma laugh which made Jimin snap back to reality.

"O-oh um." Jimin stuttered, embarrassed because you caught him staring at you. You walked towards him and said...

"Let's go home. I know you've been searching for me." You smiled at him. Both of you walked home together and when it was time to split ways both of you bid each other goodbyes and continued to walk home. Once you entered your house you thought of taking a bath so you went to your room and to the bathroom and filled the bathtub with warm water. Once it was full you stripped and sunk down in the tub, you felt relaxed. It was so quiet and you started to get bad thoughts again. The silence was a killer. When the bad thoughts finally ate you whole, you started to cry in the bathtub. After minutes of crying you stopped for a bit and just thought about negative things. The thoughts were killing you so you sunk your head down in the bathtub. You were slowly running out of breath but still you stayed down. Once you were drowning, you forced yourself to keep your head under the water and you felt like you were about to pass out. When you were at the very last second of passing out you lifted your head up, gasping hardly for air. You were angry at yourself. You should've just stayed down and drown since no one cares about you and you wanted to end the pain already, but you couldn't. You decided to get out of the bathroom and sleep because you were tired. You wore a pajama and a simple t-shirt then you flopped down on the bed, hugging your pillow.

You should've drowned and die

You're too weak to even end your pain

You ignored the thoughts and drifted off to sleep.