Skinny (Cameron Dallas fanfic)

22.

By now the boys had either gone home or went to their new apartments. The Jacks and Matt & Carters happen to be in the same building as ours, just different floors.

We had just come back from dropping my parents and Hayes off at the airport. My dad wasn't too happy about the baby but my mom didn't seem mad at all.

"Do you think dad hates me?" I questioned as me and Nash walked up the stairs to the apartment.

"He could never hate you Lex. He's probably just in shock like I was." He explained, pulling his keys out.

When Nash and I walked in the front door we found Cameron dead asleep on the couch. Walking over to the chair I grabbed the blanket that was laying on the side and walked back over to Cam. Laying down next to him I spread the blanket over us and snuggled into his side soon falling asleep.

When I woke up next there were terrible pains in my stomach. I looked around and noticed that I was now in our bedroom but alone. I felt the sheets were damp a little so I turned the side table lamp on and looked down.

"Cam!" I screamed, there was a pool of blood below me.

"Lexi what's wrong?" He ran in the room frantically.

"I'm bleeding." I motioned down to the stained sheets.

"Holy shit we're going to the hospital right now." He seemed to start panicking.

Quickly changing my pants we hurried down into the car and speed off towards the hospital.

All that could be heard was the beeping of the different machines that were hooked up for me. Cam and I sat there quietly just holding hands, waiting for the doctor to come back. They had just done some tests to see if the baby was okay or not.

"Hello Mr Dallas and Mrs Grier." The doctor greeted us as we walked in.

"Hi." I simply answered, wanting to hear the answers already.

"So I'm sorry to tell you but unfortunately the baby didn't make it."

With those words my body completely froze.

"W-what?" Cam asked with a shocked expression on his face.

"I'm so sorry for your loss." He gave a sad small smile before walking out of the room.

"Cam!" I whaled into his shoulder.

We broke down crying in each others arms. I can't believe our babies gone. We never even got to figure out the gender or picked out baby names.

"It'll be okay Lexi." Cam tried to sooth me.

I could tell that he was on the verge of a breakdown too.

"Let's just go." I said in a monotone voice and ripped the wires off my chest and changed back into my clothes.

The second we got home I ran into my own bed room and locked the door. I flung myself onto the bed and cried into the pillow.

1 week later

I have barley left my room since I had the miscarriage. The only person I let in was Nash and Cam once. I just couldn't seem to look at his face without imagining if the baby would have looked like him.

"Baby you have to eat." Cam knocked on the door.

The thing was since I found out the news I couldn't eat. Everything Nash brought me in I just threw in the trash.

I heard the door open and the bed dip down but I just kept my eyes on the wall in front of me.

"Please baby for me?" He asked wrapping his arms around me.