The Two of Us

Chapter 1: Farewell (Luna's POV)

I walked towards the main door of my unit. This is it. I am finally leaving. This includes all the bad things behind. My hand phone suddenly vibrated. "Hello." I answered.

"Are you ready?" Jin asked. I knew he was smiling. I could not help but smile too. "Yes, I am Sir." I replied. When I opened the door, he was there standing wearing his gorgeous smile. I beamed at him. My brightest smile. Finally, I was able to do this. Smile as if I was not depressed for a long time now.

He grabbed my luggage and backpack. He offered his free hand and said, "Let's go." I gladly took it and held on to it as if my life depends on it. With him, everything was at peace. I can be me without any pretense. Show my dark sides without the fear of being judged. He is my savior, my angel. However, a piece of my heart will be left behind.

We traveled towards the airport in silence. I rolled down the car window as I looked outside and admired the view as if it was the first time I ever saw them. I memorized the building structures, the color of the sky, the people walking. I savor every moment as if it was the last. Is this the feeling that you get knowing you will leave everything as if throwing them away?

Upon arriving at the airport, we checked-in our luggage. We took pictures together and grabbed some snacks as we waited for our flight. "What's on your mind?" He suddenly asked casually while munching some chips. "Nothing in particular." I responded. There was a hint of melancholic tone in my voice. "You know you can always tell me whatever is bothering you. I am always here for you." His smile was angelic as if it could melt any pain and suffering you were having at that very moment. "I don't deserve someone like you." I laughed thru my tears as I shook my head slowly. It feels as if I am standing in a fork, which makes me choose either to continue the journey or to quit. How long can I endure this tiring battle called life?

"I will play the grand piano." I declared. "Of course, you can play sweetie. I will listen from here." He said with too much endearment. He knew that whenever I could not express myself, I let the music do that for me. "I want you to sit beside me as I play if that's not too much for you." I could not bear to be left alone. To be lost in my thoughts. It would be highly dangerous. I did not want to have a mental breakdown in a public place and catch attention. He led me to the grand piano and I started to play the piano version of The Truth Untold by Bangtan Sonyeondan. Tears were pooling from my eyes as I play the melancholic song. Yes, I love him so much even if he acted like a total jerk. I know he has his reasons. There has to be a reason. He would never do that if he did not have any reasons at all. That fool.

Jin suddenly held onto my hand, which brought me back to reality. "Hey, it's ok. You don't need to find out all the answers in one day." He wiped the fallen tears on my cheek. "This too shall pass." He added. "I am here now and I will just leave like that. No closure. No goodbyes." The scene when Yoongi was acting so rude and cold flashbacked to me. The look on his face. The sharp eyes while saying those words. I shivered. That cruel man.

"Sometimes it is okay to let things end the way it is. You tried to reach out to him, but he only pushed you away. Maybe he is not yet ready to face you or to talk to you." He explained. "No, I don't want to end it this way." I pulled out my phone and started typing my message to him."

The message of Luna to Yoongi:

Hi, Yoongs. This is Luna. I just want you to know that I am not mad at you. I know you have your reasons why you did that to me. Moreover, even if you do not have plans on telling me, it is okay. I understand because I love you. I love you more than a friend. I've been keeping it as I thought you are only feeling guilty over something. However, what you did hurt me a lot. Thus, I am leaving for good so do not worry. Please do not contact me anymore, as I need time to heal myself. Goodbye Yoongs.

With that, I sent him my last goodbye. Now, I have to focus on how to heal myself and love myself.