The Two of Us

Chapter 3: Miserableness

Author's Note: this chapter is for 18+ age only. Read it at your own risk.

You have been warned.

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Yoongi's POV

It was a Friday night and I decided to go drinking in Spiffy Dapper bar. I just wanted to drown myself into oblivion. I ordered a Singleton Whisky bottle. The waiter handed me a rock glass and a bucket of ice. Yeah, Min Yoongi, you did the right thing. I told my pathetic self, multiple times every time I took a sip of my liquor. In a spur of the moment, it flashed back to me how she looked that day. Her innocent face with tears pooling in her eyes. I knew she could not believe that I acted rudely towards her.

Do not despair she will understand why you did it. You just have to explain it to her when you have the chance. I tried to lessen the guilt that I was feeling. Will I ever have the chance to see her and explain to her? For sure, Jin and Luna are together now and living happily. The thought broke me even further. I could not help but feel envious. It is my fault and I should be the one to blame. "Fuck." I muttered under my breath. I ordered another bottle but this time it was Bombay Sapphire. If only mum did not threaten me that she will force Luna to be evicted from the company she works for then I would not be doing any of this shit. She blames Luna in my car accident but it's totally not Luna's fault. I sighed heavily. Without her, I feel so empty; like a lifeless being.

I did not notice that I drank the entire bottle of the Gin. Hah! I'm better off dead without her anyway. I smirked with that thought. I got up and I wobbled. Great Yoongi. I was about to leave when a woman approached me. "Are you okay?" The woman in a red dress suddenly appeared in front of me. How annoying. "Get out of my way." I told her sounding nonchalant. I stumbled to the nearest table. She helped me up. When I was about to push her away, she suddenly said, "Hey, let me help you. It's obvious you can't walk straight." She tried to touch my arm. However, I shoved her arm away from me. "Don't you dare touch me." I glared at her, which froze her to where she was standing.

I made my way out of the club and as I struggle to get to my car, I felt an arm around my waist. When I turned around to see who the fuck it was, I was shocked to see her. "Luna?" Tears began clouding my eyes. Luna was right in front of me and she wasn't mad instead she was smiling at me beautifully. "Oh God, Luna I thought I will never see you again. I glad you're here." I pulled her close to me and she hugged me tightly. "I miss you baby. I miss you so much. I'm sorry I acted like a total jerk at the hospital. I'm sorry my love." I buried my face on the crook of her neck. "I love you, baby." I whispered then I started planting small kisses on her neck. I heard her soft moans and those sent shivers down my spine. Then, there was this hunger I felt to make her officially mine. I stopped kissing her and pulled her towards my car. I pushed her down on the hood and hovered over her. I kissed her passionately making her feel my hunger and neediness of her. I felt her legs wrapped around my waist. Right then and there, I didn't hesitate to take her on and filled her womb with my seed.

Jin's POV

It has been two weeks since the confession. I booked a hotel room so I could stay away from her for I was in total despair. I was taking a hot shower to somehow forget what happened and ease the pain. I never thought that loving someone could hurt this much. I smiled. Why is life so unfair to me? I have been in love with her for so many years. Am I not good enough for her? What else should I do for her to love me back? I thought as I let the water flow through my hair and my bare body.

I went out of the shower and wrapped the towel around my waist. I was drying my hair when I noticed that my phone kept on ringing hence I answered it. I did not bother to look at the caller's name. "Is this Kim Seokjin?" A man whom I thought was on his mid-40 asked. "Yes, I am." I answered as I continued to dry to my hair. Droplets of water kept on cascading on my bare chest and stomach.

"Do you happen to know a woman named Maria Luna Ruiz?" He asked. I suddenly stopped. When he mentioned her name, it gave me goosebumps. There was a hint of nervousness in his voice. "Yes." That was the only response I could make as my heart was beating wildly.

"She was hit by a car and she is currently in a critical condition. Please go to the Singapore General Hospital." I was dumbfounded. "Okay." That was the only thing I could say. I hurriedly put on the first clothes I saw in my wardrobe.

I rushed to the hospital not minding the speed limit. All I thought was I need to be there next to her. As soon as I was in the emergency room, I hurriedly asked the nurse at the station where Luna was. They told me that she was on the fifth floor ICU # 3. I did not bother to wait for the elevator. I took the stairs going to the ICU Department.

"Are you her guardian?" The doctor approached me as soon as they saw me running towards the nurse station. "Yes, I am. How is she?" I tried to take a few deep breaths. "I am doctor Kang. She suffered three broken ribs, dislocated arm and leg. Nevertheless, those will heal in a few weeks. However, what we are afraid of is she fractured her skull and the bleeding is not stopping. We have to put her in a comma so we can make sure that the brain is protected and the pressure dynamics of the brain is under control. We cannot tell if she is going to make it." I did not know what to do or what to say. I just stared blankly while my world was slowly crumbling down. "You better call her close relatives and inform them about the situation." With that, the doctor left me. I stumbled onto the floor and began to weep. No, I cannot lose her. Even if she will never love me as long as she will stay alive and healthy, it is okay. That was my silent prayer.