Fake love / SowJin

Fake Love 2

Dear Sojung,

Last night we bumped at each other and we greet at each other.You look so uncomfortable talking to me so I left you alone for a while to grab a drink.

When I came back I saw you talking happily with Taehyung and maybe catch up with each other since you guys didnt see each other for a long time.I cant interfere you two since the both of you use to be close during highschool year.

My heart arch a little looking at you being bubbly with other boys.I want to pull you with me,making you my business but who am I?you will only notice me as 'other boys' now.

I decided to sit on one of the chair beside the drinks are located at.Im waiting for my other friends to arrive since Taehyung and I came early.

What I hate the most is that seeing you happy talking with others,your smile looks precious but I want to rip it off your face.Because whenever you smile it reminds me how terrible I was towards you.

This is a school party reunion but why do I feel like fate wants me to go back to you?even if I did I know you'll hate me anyway.I broke your heart and ofcourse you dont want me to be with you.

When Namjoon and Yoongi arrived,we talked and I cant help but to glance at you time to time.Both of them caught me and just sigh since they probably know that you'll never like me again.

After all,Namjoon made a bet with me.It cant be help anymore.Namjoon brought that topic and I cant help but to feel small hearing it.Do I feel guilty?yes I should feel guilty.

I feel guilty when i drink my drink seeing you talking with your friends,so thats when I man up and talk to you.

You look at me with an unamused face with thin line plastered on your lips,meanwhile theres me feeling nervous,anxious,guilty and sad at the time.Two person in one room but with different emotions.

I was asking for your forgiveness and you forgive me that easily,you even give me a small smile before walking out saying that you need to talk to your friends.

I smile happily that you already forgive me but I dont know if your forgiving me sincerely or not.

What are you doing towards me Kim Sojung?Kim Sojung you are bad for my head and my heart.

Was Your Everything,
Kim SeokJin