Fake love / SowJin

Fake Love 3

Dear Sojung,

Its been a while since I write you these letters,so I've been thinking of writing it again today.

Yesterday I went to Taehyung's party and saw you there.Didnt know you were invited,if I knew maybe I can work on my looks but it will never attract you anyway.

You were sitting on the couch while drinking soju,you were drunk and I gather my courage to walk to you sitting beside you.

You didnt even budge a bit when I sat next to you.I guess you were really that drunk already,you kept on smiling suspiciously making me chuckle in response.

I wanted to talk to you,hold you,hug you but all I can do was to stare at you from beside.You're grown up now,you're hair even grew longer.I remember when you said that you hate long hair but look who's now having long hair and not even cutting it.Yes its you Kim Sojung.

I was about to hold your cheeks when a boy walked to you and drag you.I was about to protest him because he just grab your arm out of the sudden but then you smiled brightly at him making him chuckle.

You called his name which I dont even remember and he drive you home.If only I make a step earlier maybe I'm the one who's driving you home.

I walked to where the drinks are and drink until 4 bottles,I was being sober that time that was what Taehyung told me.

He even told me that i was crying for your name until the middle of the night before I pass out on the table.

I also dream about you that time.I dream about us we were happy together,I was stroking your hair while cuddling.We were watching PitchPerfect 2 that time.

But it end when someone shake me and wake me up from that dream.If only I can stay asleep and dream about it everyday maybe Im happy that way.

Was Your Everything,
Kim SeokJin