Fake love / SowJin

Fake Love 4

Dear Sojung,

Today you saw me and you walked to me shaking hands with me.I was surprised with the sudden you but I like it.

I treated you an ice cream and you happily ate it while I just stare your side view.How happy you look here.

We were chatting happily talking about how our lifes are,then you bring up the most sensitive topic.Our relationship.

You said that you were immature that time that you fell in love with me and choose me to be in your lives.

You said that you were still a teenager for choosing to like someone that early.You said you were early to be in a relationship but yet you date me during our high school years.

You laugh at our memories while I just put on my fake smile,you seem not to care about the past and seems like move on already.You even say how childish you act when we broke up.

How can you say something like that so simple without getting sad?is your life really that easy without me?I think about you and your heart right now,but it looks like Im nothing to you .

I even gave you my fake laugh when you said that I didnt even look at you when I said that I want to break up with you.You laugh so hard until you slap my arm ,you didnt even change a bit.Your just the same as I remember.

While talking your phone vibrate,someone is calling you.You pull out your phone from your pocket and I peeked from beside the ID is.Its a boy,you name his contact Youngmin with a heart in the end.You smile happily before sliding the accept button.

After you talked with him for about a minute or so you end the call.I asked you if he's your boyfriend and you just blush and shook your head.You said that he's just a friend,but from the look in my eyes,you look like you like him more than a friend.

You said you need to go to meet him somewhere,you shake hands with me before walking away from my sight meeting that Youngmin guy.

I was sitting on the bench rethinking about my life.You're okay now and even move on already.I know that we date few years ago,after that I never dated anyone.

But now I think I just lost the gem of my life,even though you were just a bet.With you beside me you make feel happy even if I gave you fake hope nor fake love.

Why am I so stupidly foolish?

Was Your Everything,
Kim SeokJin