Fake love / SowJin

Fake Love 7

Dear Sojung,

Days turns to weeks and weeks turns to months,you and Youngmin live happily with each other meanwhile theres me being the opposite.

Turns out I have a tumor disease,I just found out 2 months ago.The doctor asked me if I want to do the surgery,the bill will be pay by the hospital.I refused it politely and they say if I change my mind I can always do the surgery anytime.

I shut myself from everyone else by staying at home in my room.I only walked outside when i want to eat,watch TV or go into the bedroom.The grocery?Namjoon and Yoongi buy it for me.

When they asked me whats wrong with me,I just shrug it off by saying that Im stress,not in a good mood or depressed.Because I kniw if i tell them they will go to you,telling you to talk to me or stay with me.I dont want that,I dont want you to be forced by someone to be with me.

I cant write much today since Im having a bad headache and sorry for the bad handwriting,its not like you'll read these letters anyway.

I love you Kim Sojung

Was Your Everything,
Kim SeokJin