Everything I'm Too Afraid To Say Out loud

numb

I can't feel.
There isn't anything here, just a big, white empty room full of nothing.

I could barely hear the faint hum of music. Like it was in a building playing loudly, but I was on the outside.
I could barely feel the vibrations of it through my feet.
I didn't know the song and I couldn't find the melody.

The colored flowers are trying to bloom through the cracks,
but the cracks are too small
and this movie only plays in black and white.
They want to break free, but the grey hard cement just won't allow them.

No matter how much I want to sing along to that song or smell the flowers that so desperately want to break free.
I'm numb.