Jung Hoseok 7:34pm Eurwangni Beach, Incheon
Jung Hoseok was sitting at the shore of a vast pool of deep blue ink. sand covered his bare feet and lay between his fingers which were resting on the ground.
He was surrounded by silence and sand. Hoseok remembered when he had left that place, what he had promised him , "I'll come back for you , I promise."
He remember those light brown eyes, so full of hope and his clear laugh but Hoseok knew that he simply could not go back there, even if he wanted to .
He wished they were here, together ; happy even though it may not have been true. He also wanted to see her again but he just couldn't , not now.
But he longed to see her bright eyes and feel her lips on his and bask in the warmth that she exuded.
But he couldn't
He would just hurt her and hurt them more.
Because he would not tell her , even in his last breath.
Jung Hoseok had a lot of things to say
Things he said to no one
At that moment, he saw a figure standing on the ledge of a rooftop , His silouhette illuminated by hazy billboard lights.
The man stretched out his arms and leaned over....
But his head snapped towards his back and he turned and ran inside the building in a hurry.
Hoseok wondered what was going on in that strangers life. Maybe he lost someone, or maybe a was happy with how he was ...... but Hoseok thought no further, instead turning his attention back to the night sky. He wondered how everyone was doing , have they moved on? or are they still stuck in same the cycle of despair that tore them apart?
He dropped his head , closing his eyes
" Im sorry, I didn't mean to lie...."
