Still in the closet.

I did not expected this..

So as soon i was done with the dinner the other night i went back to sleep and even though i slept early yesterday night i woke up around 9;00 am the morning cause i forgot to keep any alarms for the morning and was so hungry but i just did not had any food to eat and neither was Anaestasia in the room so i thought she went somewhere out but in the meanwhile as i was hungry i went to the store out of the school to get something to eat but there was nothing interesting moreover here was nothing i liked so i just left the store and tried to come back to the room but while on the way there i encountered some strange looking guys who had lions tattooed on their arms trying to bully me moreover fat-shame me lets say but i didn't spoke a word and rushed to the room. 

Then i realized something as i closed the door that Anaestasia had warned me or lets say said me to join any one of the gangs to survive ...and i actually had started thinking about that...I thought to join any one of the three gangs she told me about but joining any one of the gang had both pros and cons i thought i did not wanted to involve in any illegal activities so "Panda" was off the list, "lions" were interesting too but gain they were too much harsh for the personality like me to fit in....so the only choice i had was to join the "serpents" the one thing that bothered me was the life for life commitment thingie i found it weird like just whyyy but again i thought that could be my best choice to survive in the high school...But again now i was worried that how i join this gang.So i thought of discussing that with Anaestasia..she was in the bathroom apparently so as soon as she came out of the bathroom i asked her how would i come to join the gang even though inside i knew i was not into this stuff and guessed that they would judge me for who i was so i still decided to be closeted...but she explained that it was not hard to join the gang we just had to follow three rule which were;always sporting one of our kind, never going back and talk and do stuff against the serpents and always defend a serpent even if he/she is wrong even if you have to keep your life at the line.. but well if it was the thing i had to do i thought i would do it i mean sure it does not makes sense the whole commitment issue and how the gang works but it is also is not that a bad thing after-all they would support me too if i was stuck in any problem or stuff but again it had both pros and cons....so i said i was ready to join the gang but she replied by saying i had to talk to Jughead who was the gang leader about my commitment to the gang...So i got all confused just to have to meet another next person just to be a part of the gang...but she took me to his room instantly and he asked me the three laws i said em all and asked me if i was ready for this commitment...and in my head all i could think of was the arranged marriage we Hindu get is sorta like the same commitment like the gang except in a marriage we had to be committed to only one person  if you know what i mean....And then Jughead finally asked me if i was sure i said i was and gave me a leather jacket which had a picture of serpent sewed onto it by dark green thread in the back of the jacket which meant i was a gang member now...